Suicidal Darkness

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What does music do to you?

Music makes me forget everything horrible in reality

I fade into this darkness full of chords and notes

Hoping to never leave the darkness

Especially when depressing lyrics flood into my ears

That's my favorite thing, listening to lyrics carefully to see if I can relate to any of them

Most of the time I can

But sometimes I can't

And I get frustrated

But I push that aside because my frustration isn't worth suffering for

Or suffering in

I crave the messed up screaming in songs

I crave the darkness

As if I want it to consume me

Not everyone loves permanent darkness

But its so quiet

Yet loud with fucked up lyrics

Depressing songs make me smile

Not sure why,

They put me into deeps thoughts

I didn't say I was happy

When I smile it's a forceful one

Because no one needs to know why I'm smiling in this unknown darkness of mine

This beautiful

Horrid

Dull

Creepy

Yet thoughtful darkness

The darkness is not visible to others

The darkness is only visible to me

Everyone will just just scared seeing it

I wouldn't blame them

This darkness is in my mind

So it's obviously a suicidal corruption

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