Hidden lust

Chapter 8

It was fair to say that I wasn't that excited to see her today in class. One, because I didn't have a tutor session to look forward to and two, I didn't want her to dissapoint me like she had done yesterday. I had small hope that she might act normally but I didn't hold my breath, I walked in and sat beside Nichkhun who gave me an apologetic smile and I gave the smallest smile ever back, barely anything. If he wanted me, he was going to have to grovel. I placed my head on the desk and waited for my heartache to begin.

"Good morning"

My head shot up and I saw a gross, fat guy walking in. What the fuck? Where was Taeyeon? I leaned forward to look out the classroom door where he just entered from and couldn't see anybody else. My heart was beating like crazy, why wasn't she here?

"I'll be taking over for Miss Kim today, so get your textbooks out and turn to page 130. I have worksheets here for all of you except Tiffany, Tiffany where are you?"

I held my hand up pathetically and he walked over to give me another exam paper. I mumbled my thanks and got on with my work, this day fucking sucked. 

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"Hey Jess" I sighed as I sat down next to her at lunch, she turned to me and rolled her eyes

"Lighten up you big lump. So your babe isn't here...big whoop."

"She's not my babe"

"Well I was talking about Khun but it seems you have teach on your mind huh?" Oh that fucking smirk, it was so different from Taeyeon's, so less sexy.

"God shutup" I sighed 

"Did something happen yesterday?" She asked, I could see she was worried for me a little, I'm hardly ever depressed and this concerned her.

"We talked like we always do and then I took an eyelash off her face which is when it got awkward. She cut the tutoring half hour short and then left." I sighed

"Tiffany, come on you can't go touching teachers like that. What the hell is wrong with you?"

"She asked me to do it!" I retorted. 

"Huh, well then that is weird." Jess frowned, I joined in on her with that. Confusion was an understatement. 

"Tell me about it. God Jess everything is turning to shit, why am I turning gay" I whined and hit my head over and over on the table.

"Yah, stop being a baby. Maybe you just wanna be her friend?" 

"Uh no. Didn't I tell you? One time she bent over and her ass made me wet. If that's not gay I don't know what is."

"Oh shit....well I've always wanted a gay best friend" she joked, not funny.

"Whatever" I folded my arms on top of the table and then rested my head on them, life sucks.

"Maybe I should sit in on one of your classes?" She suggested

"Uh..."

"I can say that I want to check out her teaching ability compared to Mr Choi." Jess shrugged, I guess it was a good idea. I could get a second opinion on...I don't even know what on, her behaviour with me?

"Alright. Come to my class tomorrow" 

"Deal, I'll bring my gaydar" she winked and I burst out laughing.

Nichkhun walked over and sat beside me before leaning in to kiss me, I turned my head so all he got was my cheek, he's still not forgiven. I heard him huff next to me and couldn't help smiling, Jess did too.
Awkward silence ensued until I got a text message from Jess. I scooted away from Khun for a second and opened the text.