Hidden lust

Chapter 17

That day.....wow it was still surreal to me. Right now I was lying in bed staring at her number on my phone. I really wanted to text her but what the hell would I say? It was frustrating to be so near yet so far. I knew she felt something but whether it was just platonic friendship or what I wanted (romantic feelings), I guess I'd never know.

Yesterday's tutoring went okay, I think she was reluctant to talk to me properly after I saw her put her guard down, maybe it embarrassed her... I don't know. But I hoped that she would open up to me at some point.

Hi, are you okay now?- I can't send that can i?
You're so sexy- ha nice one

Hmmm, what can I text her? As if by magic I got a text, and it was her. I swear my heart skipped a beat and my jaw would become unhinged if it dropped any lower. My thumb hesitated to press the 'open' button but I took a deep breath and pushed it.

-Hi Tiffany, it's Taeyeon. Just wondering if everything is okay now and the homework I gave you isn't causing too much trouble?-

Oh my fucking god if I were to die now from a heart attack I'd die happy. She text me, pinch me I must be dreaming! 
Ow, nope not dreaming. What do I write back? I didn't want to be too eager yet I didn't want to be too careful either...

-Hey, how are you? I'm okay, no more fights as of yet ^^ 
Yeah the homework is fine, I've done it already -

I pressed send and watched it until I saw the tick next to it indicating it had been sent. If this phone was a person, it probably would have died because I was squeezing the life out of it in anticipation. -1 new message-

-I'm fine thanks.
Aw damn, I was hoping for some drama! 
Wow you nerd ;)-

I think I just died. She gave me a winky face oh my god!

-Yah! I was right, you are a bully >.<- I clicked send and waited, it seemed she was waiting for me too because I got a reply almost immediately.

-Nono, you just insinuated that...and you laugh at me too so don't play the victim!-

I smiled, she's adorable.

-Yeah yeah -_-  
Well I gotta go get ready so see you later...teach!- Ha! That should piss her off.

I put my phone on the side and was about to get in the shower when I heard it go off again, I smiled and ran back to it to read the message.

-Yah, don't start the teach thing again missy
See you later Miss Hwang
Don't forget my homework ;)-

Ah another winky face! Should I send one back or is that too weird?

- Sorry TAEYEON -_-
How could I forget that? ;) 
Now shh, you're distracting me-

I exhaled happily, I was talking like this with my crush, with the girl I have fallen for. Life couldn't be better right now. Well, it would be if we were together but hopefully that will come....

..........

"Good morning guys, today's a good day huh?" She smiled. Yes it certainly is.

Everyone said good morning and she gave us work to do, towards the end of the lesson she then gave us partner work to do again, same partners. Hell yes.

I made my way up, making sure to roll my eyes at the smirk directed at me and plonked myself down on the seat there.

"Sorry for distracting you Miss Hwang" she winked "I'll make sure not to do it again..." No!