Hidden lust

Chapter 28

It's okay....Taeyeon is just sleeping over, It's cool. She'll just be wearing little clothing...she'll be in my bed...possibly spooning me...everything's fine.

Fuck who am I kidding, I'm freaking out.

Jess told me she'd be around at 7pm so here I am at 5pm rushing around my house getting it looking good, then rushing to my room to make sure nothing embarrassing is left out in the open e.g. panties and then finally putting my clean bed sheets back on the bed after washing them earlier. It was fair to say, I was tired. By the time I had finished....it was 6:30pm.

Shit.

In the last thirty minutes I managed to make my sweaty form presentable by jumping in the shower and finishing in a record breaking five minutes and then quickly dried my hair, reapplied my makeup and doused myself in perfume. Then....the doorbell rang. 

Fuck

I ran down the stairs narrowly avoiding catapulting down them head first and ran to the door. Due to my feet still being a bit wet from the shower, I slid on the floor and head butted the very same door Taeyeon was outside of. I groaned and held my head, surely there was gonna be a massive bump there now...so much for looking attractive.

I could hear Taeyeon sniggering outside so unlocked the door and walked back into the living room, still rubbing my head.

"What did you do?" Tae chuckled as she passed the threshold, shut the door and turned the key.

I turned to her and made a sad face which only made her chuckle more. She dumped her overnight bag to the side of the stairs and then came up to me, the smile still on her face. She then caressed my face and rested her gaze on the probably now reddened skin on my forehead.

"Silly girl, what am I gonna do with you huh?" She said before kissing the bump. I winced but the fluttering feeling inside me took over the pain in an instant. "Come on..." She smiled, dragging me to the sofa. "Let's get you sat down before you get dizzy"

Once I was sat down, she stayed standing in front of me. "Do you want ice?"

"No I'm okay, thanks Tae" I replied, patting the seat next to me. She smiled and did as I asked. Once we sat, there was a slight awkward silence...now I know what Jess meant by not knowing each other enough....people who are dating shouldn't be this uncomfortable. Thankfully she broke the silence soon though.

"So, Jess huh? She's nice" Taeyeon smiled and rested her hand on my knee, inching just that little bit closer to me but not close enough.

"She is" I replied and bravely shuffled closer to her and then put my arm around her shoulders. When she rested her head on my shoulder I gave a smug smile and she caught it.

"Yah, stop with the cliche moves will ya?" She chuckled.

"Are you complaining?" I asked, raising my eyebrow. She laughed but shook her head, leaning closer into me. God this was good, the tingling in every cell in my body confirmed my feelings for this woman every time we touched."Can I ask you something?" 

"Sure" 

"Why would you tell Jess everything about your life when you haven't even had a full conversation with her properly before?"

Taeyeon smiled. "She reminds me of my sister. Their personalities are very similar but I can't tell my sister all that stuff... Jessica reassured me that I could say anything...I don't know why or how but she allowed me to trust her in such a short space of time. I think if I had bottled anything else up inside of me I would have burst, She's a good girl"

I hate to admit that I was a little jealous she was talking about Jess that way plus how she opened up to her, but I respected her decision to let it all out. I saw Taeyeon twitch a little, uncomfortable maybe so I changed the subject.

 "Are you hungry?"

"Hmm, not really. I ate a late lunch, I guess I'm a little peckish though"

"Well I bought a load of junk food earlier to watch our movie with..."

She smiled that stunning smile and said "Perfect"

Once I gathered the popcorn, chips, candy, soda etc from the kitchen, I brought it back to the living room and dumped all the bags onto Taeyeon, eye smiling at her cute annoyed expression that happened afterwards. Suddenly I remembered something.

"Shit! Your car!"

"What? What's wrong with my car?" She asked confused and slightly alarmed at my loud voice.

"Jess told me to tell you to park it in my garage just in case someone sees it" I deliberately left out Khun's name.

"Chill, it's up the road anyway but I'll go move it, open up your garage for me." She said before disappearing outside. Once she came back, we relaxed back again and sat in front of the TV. "Aren't we watching a movie?" She asked.

"Okay so....the DVD player is upstairs in my room...." No reaction from her "where I watch movies..."

"Okay...." She chuckled

"Um, there's not a sofa in my room...." I blushed and looked away from her questioning gaze only for her to burst out laughing at my obvious discomfort.

"Yeah...." Oh she wanted to embarrass me.

"So....shall we go?"

But she wasn't done yet, she had to tease me. "If there's no sofa in your room how will we watch the movie?" She smirked, leaning in a little closer to me.

"Um...my uh. You'd have to get in my..."

"In your bed?" That sounded slightly seductive but it could've been my Imagination. I nodded and she chuckled again before I led her upstairs carrying all the food with me.

 I was slightly nervous about her seeing my room, seeing her reaction to it...what if she didn't like it? We walked in and I dumped the food on my bed before turning on my TV and inserting the movie I bought earlier. It was called 'The Conjuring'.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Taeyeon dump her bag beside the door and have a nose around, looking at the photo frames I had, the medals from gymnastics when I was like, four and she then turned her attention to me.

"Ooo I've always wanted to see that" she said, catching a glimpse of the disc cover before it got pulled into the machine. "You like horrors?"

I nodded. I hated fucking horror movies, they terrified me. The last one I watched was 'Chucky' and after that I had to throw all of my dolls out of my bedroom and put them in the attic where none of them could get me. I held my breath, grabbed the DVD remote and walked to my bed, resting on top of the covers.

Taeyeon came closer and closer to the bed until she lay down next to me but still like a mile away. I saw her from my peripheral making herself comfy and then settle. When she did, I reluctantly turned off the light and pressed play