Hidden lust

Chapter 11

"Oh my god Tiff you're such a loser"

"Shutup Jess, you're such an asshole. I don't get why you don't just tell me"

"It's cause you're really thick and I love messing with you" 

Fuck off. Stupid girl. Jessica and I were currently waiting outside the school building along with all the other students. I was in math when the fire alarm went off so due to school protocol, we've all got to wait out here while it's checked out.

I kept looking around to see where Miss Kim was, I didn't see her class so they must still be inside....oh there they are. A smile popped up on my face almost immediately after seeing her and I saw her shoot a smile my way too. Jessica was just watching us both with a grin on her face, no idea why.

"Let me try something" Jess said before she cupped my butt with her hand.

"Yah! What the...." 

"Shhhh, she turned me around so my back was to the rest of the students and teachers and held her arm around my waist while her other was still squeezing my butt.

"Jess everyone's looking, don't you care?"

"Not everyone. Stay there" who was she looking at? I tried to turn around but she was strong, she kept me in place. "Ahhh, bingo."

Jess crept her hand that was resting on my waist slowly up before grabbing a handful of my hair. Inch by inch, she then left my butt and began to move her hand around to my front. I'm sure from the back it looked like she was....yeah.

"Someone's not happy" Jess sniggered before kissing my cheek and letting me go.
I turned around and saw Nichkhun storming up to us before pushing Jessica away from me.

"Stop it Nic" I frowned " He was always so jealous of everybody, it was getting to be a bit of a problem "We're just messing around."

"You stop, I don't need rumours saying you two are lesbians together floating round and making me look like a fool" he snarled, what a douche.

"Fuck off Khunnie boy, this is a private conversation." Jessica warned, her trademark icy exterior taking hold of her.

"Baby we can meet up after school okay? You can come over" I said and of course that would settle him down, he smiled and kissed me before going back to his own friends."You did that to make him mad?" I asked Jessica confused

"He wasn't the one I was talking about" Jess smiled at me before directing her gaze somewhere else and then losing her grin. "Shit..."

"What?" 

I looked to where Jessica was looking and saw Miss Kim with our PE teacher. He was whispering in her ear and she was laughing and slapping his arm flirtatiously. He then said something and she leaned in and kissed his cheek, they were close and looked like a fucking couple. I didn't know my heart could drop so far out of my chest until I saw that. Then he held her hand...

"Tiff...." I'm sure Jess felt guilty about maybe getting my hopes up. Thank god she hadn't told me anything about what she thought she witnessed in the classroom because if she was wrong and told me the opposite of what was actually real....I'm sure my heart would have shattered. 

"I'm fine" but I wasn't. My voice breaking made Jessica sure of that, I kept staring like a demented person as Taeyeon rested her hand onto his chest while he puffed out his pecs, trying to impress her again no doubt. I've seen her smile at me but....not like that. I wiped a tear from my eye and turned around, I didn't need to see any more.

"She's a flirt Tiff, I bet she has this huge ego that she needs to fill so flirts with people to feed it. She's a snake." Jess said trying to make me feel better, I nod my head and then the fire alarm stopped. Class upon class started to go back into the building, Jess had to return to her class so I bowed my head to say goodbye and went over to Khun. He saw I was upset so put his arm around me and took me to our next class.....

English.

...........

"Afternoon guys." She even sounded different. "Today we have a documentary to watch, and I've also given you some worksheets. Watch the documentary where the answers to the questions on your sheets will be. Tiffany do you want to do that too?" She sounded friendly, not flirty, It was all in my fucking head. I nodded, my eyes still on the ground, I hadn't looked at her once since I had seen her with that guy.

She came round and started to give the worksheets out, I prayed she wouldn't stop at my table but she did. And then she touched me, her hand resting on my back. I didn't want that so I turned my body awkwardly trying to shake her hand off, luckily she got the hint and dropped it.

"Are you okay sweetie?" She asked. Don't call me sweetie, I bet you call him sweetie. I nod my head but then she decided to crouch down making me look at her for a split second before I shifted my gaze elsewhere. I could see her frown fom the corner of my eye and finally she got up and left.

I lifted my eyes to look at the interactive whiteboard where she would show us the DVD on and I wondered why she made us watch Romeo and Juliet on the TV when she had that. Maybe it was because the movie was on a VHS and not a DVD, I don't know, I'm not good with technology.

Since the board was right above her desk, I saw her figure to the side of it, I was sure she was looking at me...but then again, I have been delusional all this time. I hazard a glance to her and I was right, she was. Probably wondering whether to ask again if I'm okay.... No I'm not fucking okay and I'm not staying for tutoring either.

When I finished my worksheet and the documentary ended, she started to collect them all in and like I expected, she stopped to ask if I was okay again. I said 'yes' in the coldest tone I could and again she got the hint and left. Soon it was time to leave so I immediately glued myself to Nichkhun and he put his arm around me, at least he was good for something now. 

He picked up my bag for me and we both walked out, we were halfway down the hall when I heard her shouting my name. Nichkhun looked down at me and he probably saw I wasn't in the mood so we kept walking. He had said that he couldn't give me a lift home (my car still wasn't fixed) as he had to pick up his little brother from school but he'd come to my house later like I had asked him to.

I made my way to the bus stop and found there weren't many people there, none that got on my bus anyway and as soon as their bus approached, they got on and I was left alone. Oh and if my day couldn't get any better, it started to rain and there was me without a jacket, just a blouse and some skinny jeans. Fucking perfect.

I wallowed in my self pity for close to ten minutes until I saw a car pull up in front of me, the rain bouncing off it's roof. I knew that car, and I was not getting into it.