4 Years • jb

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| Malaysia |

"So he's not going to wake up?" Ava cried.

"It's a fifty/fifty chance. When you hurt the brain like that and it gets swollen it's hard to control. There's not telling what could happen it may not go down, if he doesn't wake up by the end of this week I'm sorry but he'll than be considered brain dead and we'll than have to under go different circumstances."

"What do you mean under go different circumstances?" Ava spat.

"I mean he can stay here for a limit until we have to un hook him from the machine or than you can tell us when to take him off or there's always organ donations, but don't get ahead of yourself Ms, we don't have to think about that right now. He's not brain dead now he's just in a coma."

I honestly felt like I was dying as I cried into Justin's neck. He rubbed my back and repeatedly kept telling me that it was going to be okay in my ear.

"You can go see him if you'd like, he has a breathing mask over his face so don't be alarmed."

Ava nodded while a tear fell down her cheek before turning to Justin and I, "Can you hold her? I don't want to take her in there just yet."

Justin immidelalty grabbed Addy, "Go with her baby I got her."

I nodded kissing him on the cheek before I grabbed Ava's hand and we walked into the room together.

To think I've seen it all.. My heart felt like it was getting ripped from chest. I hated the fact that my little brother was hurting and I couldn't do anything about it.

"Hey baby.." Ava walked up to the side of the bed, grabbing his hand putting it against her cheek. "I'm here babe, I'm right here." She cried.

"Malaysia's here too," she looked over at me as I walked closer to the bed and hugged onto Ava.

"Now you listen to me you little shit head, you have a baby girl who adores her daddy, a big sister who would die without her little brother and a woman who's completely and head over heels in love with you..  So I need you to wake up baby please!" She sobbed as I rubbed Ava's back.

"I'm going to take Addy back home, you stay here." I whispered to her. She nodded, "Could you please?" She sighed, "I still have to call your guys mom."

"I called her earlier she's in Texas for her job but said she was taking the first flight back, everything's fine. You just stay with him." I told her.

She hugged me one more time, "Thank you so much, I love you."

"I love you too."

***

"I finally got Addy to sleep, she's such a pretty little girl." Justin yawned walking into my bedroom.

"Thanks for putting her to sleep, I just really needed a shower." I sat in my bed. He shrugged walking towards me, "It wasn't a problem babe, you've been through a lot today it's the least I could do."

"Do you think he's going to die?" I bluntly asked.

"Malaysia! Don't say that!" Justin sat next to me pulling me into his lap knowing that I was about to cry but I just couldn't help it.