4 Years • jb

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"You know tomorrow don't you?" Taylor asked me. "Yeah the party is tomorrow," I answered talking about the gender reveal party Max an Ava are throwing me.

It's been five days and my doctor contacted me earlier this morning saying that the DNA results are back and if I wanted to know, I have an appointment this evening. I have yet to tell Justin because I'm scared to talk to him. When I was with him a couple days ago I tried so hard to act like I didn't care. But that's not even the case, not even a little bit.

"I'm invited aren't I?" Taylor questioned. I grinned, "Of course you are." I chuckled, "Actually my brother and sisterinlaw are inviting everyone so if you're not there I'm going to kill you." Taylor smirked, "Are you kidding! I wanna see if you're having a baby boy Bieber or baby girl Bieber."

Yup, I still haven't told Taylor about everything, well because the less the better, that and it's simply my business.

"Ya know not to be rude but it's so weird seeing you here," Taylor blurted out causing me to raise an eyebrow, "oh really?" I giggled. He shook his head, "Okay I just heard what I sounded like, and I didn't mean to sound like an ass it's just you're only here for a couple hours every day then you leave. I haven't seen you work a whole day here in forever, it's nice."

"Taylor I'm pregnant, I get tired," I explained. Which was also weird because he should know more than anyone how much I love my business. "If I wasn't becoming more of a whale everyday I would probably be here more." He nodded, "I know I just miss you that's all, you hang out with everyone else outside of work. And I know I'm also your employee but I thought we were friends too?" All of my three years of knowing Taylor I've never seen him get this sappy.

"Taylor now you know damn well your my friend, you're one of my closest friends!" I now kinda feel bad as I just told him he's one of my closest friend yet he has no idea what's going on with me back home. "Prove it sis," he crossed his arms. I sighed, he had a point. "I promise we'll get lunch next week."

"Whatever you say," he hummed. "But let me go, I have work to do," he sassed.

***

"You get the results today?"  Tristan said. I looked up at Ava as she stood in my office while I had Tristan on speaker phone.

"Yeah, I'm suppose to go tonight at five."

"Have you told Justin?" He asked. I shook my head, "No I don't want him to be there." Ava's eyes almost popped out of her head as her and Tristan both yelled "What!"

"Mal don't be stupid, you have to tell him." Ava scolded me.

"Um, agreed," Tristan chimed in.

"Who's vagina is this baby coming out of at the end of the day hmm? Mine, that's who. So if I don't want to tell him to come, I'm not," I exclaimed. "If the test comes back and Justin's not the father, I don't want him there for that. He would be so terribly broken and I just don't want to witness that, alright?"

"Well can I come?"

"To be honest with you guys, I just want to go alone," I stayed truthfully, "You guys have helped enough, and I couldn't thank y'all enough. I just need to do this alone."

"I understand sis," Ava sighed, "as much I hate to say it, I understand."

"We love you babe!" Tristan said.