(Don't mean to be annoying, but there's an important note at the end. Enjoy loves!)
3 weeks later.
| Malaysia |
We had a reception party a couple days after we got back to New York and I️ thought Pattie was gonna have stroke when she found out we when ran off and got married just the two of us. She kept saying "If I️ had know this is what you guys were going to end up doing, Ella an I️ should have came with you." She wasn't the only one upset about it, Ava was pissed and Max was aggravated he would never be able to walk me down the isle. No matter how many times Justin and I️ repeatedly told everyone that this is what we wanted to do by ourselves no one understood the point, no one even paid attention to when we told everyone that in a year or two we would renew our vows and invite everybody to that.
Aside from that, little peanut was about to be 4 months, she was growing up so fast I️ just wish there was some possible way we could slow it down just a little. She definitely takes after her momma with being independent, she wants to do everything herself! However being a mother I feel has changed me, and for the better. I can't explain it's just I honestly had no idea where I was before this little precious angel came into my life. Yes, I had Justin and my business and my life seemed some what complete but it wasn't, not with out her. Justin is a wonderful dad, I never doubted him for a second. Before Ella came he was always so good with Addy or just babies in general, I never questioned if he was going to be a good father to Ella.
"Baby?" Justin came in the room holding Ella. "Yes?" He smirked, "She's hungry and I don't have boobs." I giggled getting up and taking her into my arms. "Is momma's baby hungry?" I cooed sitting down with her, I pulled my shirt up. "Damn mommy looks good." Justin sarcastically winked at me. "Ew stop!" I threw the pillow at him. "I have a meeting today with Scooter." He randomly spoke up. "Oh yeah?" I raised an eyebrow, "About?" He shrugged, "Music."
"Music?"
Justin's mind hasn't been on his music in forever since we had Ella, It had be months since he even touched his guitar. It's weird, Justin use to always be singing or at least even humming literally at all times of the day and now... nothing. "Yeah he mention something about me jumping on another Khaled song with the boys." I nodded, "That sounds exciting." He shrugged getting up, "It's a start." He leaned down and kissed Ella on her head and then kissed my forehead, "I'll see you later okay baby? I love you." I smiled, "I love you too."
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"Where's my baby at!" Tristan barged in the front door. That's still my bestfriend, and before anyone asks... yes, he's still crazy. "She's sleeping, so shut up because if you wake her up I might actually kill you." He chuckled, "Damn grouchy, when's the last time you got laid?" My eyes widened, "Tris, I haven't had a normal sleeping schedule in forever." He rolled his eyes, "You didn't answer my question. When's the last time you got some Bieber lovin?" I rubbed my temples shrugging, "So it's been a while." Which I mean we've done it since I've had Ella just been really quick and to the point, nothing like it use to be.
Tristan gasped, "Malaysia! The doctor said after six week you're in the clear!" I shook my head, "I just haven't felt myself." Tristan rolled his eyes "How? You look great. You're such a milf." I laughed, "Yeah a milf with a c-section scar that's six inches long across my lower stomach."
"I'm sure Justin doesn't care about that." He responded. "But I do. My body isn't my body anymore." Tristan nodded, "Well you're body isn't going to be the same anymore Mal, you brought a human life into the world. You didn't think it wasn't going to come with some aftermaths?" I shrugged, "I don't know." He grabbed my hand, "You know i'm always here for you." I smiled, "I know, I don't know what I would do without you." Which to be honest, I really don't know what I would do without Tristan we've literally been through so much together. "I love you brat." He smiled. "I love you too."
Next thing I heard was faint little cries coming from Ella's room. "There's my baby!" Tristan gasped. I threw my head back and groaned, "I just put her down." Tristan pushed me back, "Go take a nap Uncle Tristan has it from here." I looked up, "Are you sure?" He got up and ran to her room, "Positive! Go get some sleep momma."
I walked upstairs to my bedroom and fell right onto my bed, and just like that I escaped into the most deepest peaceful sleep.
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Long over due I know, I KNOW. But when I said I would get back to writing I really thought I was going to!! But then I got hit with some surprising news!
I'm expecting a little baby boy!! Who's due in May! His name is going to be Elijah Joseph, and me and my boyfriend are OVER THE MOON.
I'll be 19 on the 18th for anyone who's wondering, yes I'm a baby who's having a baby lmao but that's okay!
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I haven't talked to you guys in forever so I feel like you deserve to see this!!
Alright loves, I hope everybody enjoys this update (: and I hope to talk to you guys soon!! Bye loves.
