4 Years • jb

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| Malaysia |

My eyes slowly opened as I see Justin sound asleep next to me. I grabbed my phone off the nightstand to see what time it was, 3am. It was 3am and of course I gotta pee.

I slipped my sippers on and walked into my bathroom. It's been a about a week since the engagement and we were back at my house since I missed my bed. I then walked downstairs to get a cup of water to keep by my bed because even though I pee a lot, I'm always thirsty.

"Knock - Knock"

My head snapped. Who the hell is knocking at my door at 3am? It better be god himself asking to barrow some sugar because I don't have time for anyone else. I walked over to the front door and looked through the little peep hole, Preston.

Why the hell is Preston here?

He knocked on the door and before I let him do it again and waking everyone in my house up I opened the door like the dumb person I am.

"Do you have any idea what time it is? Why are you here?" I spat. He nodded slowly, "I saw your tweet earlier."

I looked beyond confused while crossing my arms, "You knocked on my door at three in the morning to tell me you saw my tweet earlier?! Are you fücking kidding me right now Preston!" I whisper - yelled.

He shook his head, "No Malaysia the one where you told everyone you were pregnant." I stood there silent, waiting for him to go on. "You know you're pregnant with my child, right?" He sounded like he was almost positive that what he was saying was the cold honest truth.

"Get the fück outta here," I bluntly spat. "You're not about to show up at my doorstep at three in the morning with this bullshit! You have completely lost your mind," I beamed. Yet he still insisted on talking to me as if any of his words mattered to me, "Malaysia we hooked up that one time! Remember?"

"Oh lord how can I fücking forget? I made the  mistake of sleeping with your bum ass that one time and you just won't let that shit go," I sassed. He winced, "God what happened to you?" He asked.
"What happened to me?" I looked baffled, "What happened to you? You've changed so much, why are you acting like this Preston? This isn't you." I told him.

"I'm going to go, I'll see you around Malaysia," and with that he left. He can stick that "I'll see you around," bullshït and shove it up his ass. I don't wanna see him around, I don't even wanna hear his name.

I slowly walked up the stairs and back to my room only to see my bed empty and my heart panicked, where was Justin? Did he go downstairs? Did he hear what Preston said?

All of a sudden I heard my toilet flush and out walks a half asleep Justin. He was only in his boxers and his hair was extremely messy yet he still looked so perfect, it made me sick. My fiancé can look amazing in any form yet I'm gaining weight like no tomorrow and honestly look like a pig.

"Baby?" He yawned walking over to me and putting his hands on my belly, "Why are you up? Is everything okay?" He asked. I nodded, "Yeah baby, lets go back to bed," I grabbed his hand and lead us to the bed. I take it that because Justin didn't even realize that I was gone when he got up to use the bathroom the he didn't know Preston was here, thank God was all I had to say.

***

I got up early and took a long peaceful warm bath. Today was Justin an I's day off, and on this day we usually try to be the most normal couple there is out there. We stay in the house, we cook, we watch movie after movie and just mind to ourself. Being normal is so hard for us sadly. And it's not like I don't know why, the only reason it's like this is because Justin is who is. But I can't blame him for this, I knew who he was years ago when my crazy self fell in love with him.