Lost for You

Chapter 22

Harry's POV:

Anger rages through my body as I watch Jamie walk back into the house with Jake following close behind her, his hand pressed against her lower back for guidance. She's obviously wasted and I know it's cause I'm here with Olivia. My grip on the beer bottle tightens as the thought of throwing the heavy glass against the back of his head becomes more tempting. I would have beat the shit out of him for kissing Jamie if Olivia hadn't held my leg firmly in her grip. She knew I was pissed and I can't help but worry about what that makes her think about my feelings. She can tell I'm not as affectionate towards her as before but that's because she has no idea what's really going on. Her Aunties a fucking nutcase and there's nothing I can do to change the situation I'm in.

"Lets go dance" Olivia says standing in front if me in her skimpy short black dress. She looks no where near as beautiful as Jamie does tonight, or ever.

"No" I reply a little too bluntly but I don't really give a shit. The image of Jamie's soft lips pressed against someone else makes my head spin so I take a few gulps of beer to try push them away.

"Dance now" Olivia orders and pulls me up from the grass.

I could have stopped her but I know she would have kept bugging me until I got up. Fuck she's annoying.

She takes my hand in hers, leading me inside and in to the living room that is full if people grinding on each other to some loud thumping piece if shit music.

She takes the almost empty beer bottle from my hand, sculling the rest back before putting it on one of the huge black speakers.

Her tiny hands wrap around my neck and she looks up at me with smirking eyes as she begins to move her hips. I stand completely still, not phased by her grinding hips that move close to my crotch.

"Fine" Olivia sighs as she realises I am unresponsive.

She presses her hand to my bare chest that is exposed from my button down shirt and pushes me against a near wall.

"If your not going to dance with me, then watch me" she flirts, trailing her finger down my chest and all the way to my waistline before strutting off a few metres in front of me.

She begins swaying her hips to the music, running her hands down her body while her black hair moves as she does. I fold my arms against my chest, leaning back against the wall for support though I don't really need it as I'm not the least bit drunk. And after seeing Jamie with Jake, I don't plan on it, especially cause I have to keep an eye on her now that that loser thinks he has a chance. Where the fuck did she go anyway? She better not be anywhere with him.

Across the room I can see Ty sitting on a couch with a bunch of stoners. They hand him a joint but he refuses it with a polite smile. So if Ty hasn't left yet then Jamie will still be here. Unless she went home with him! I can feel the anger raging through me as the thought of him touching her makes me tense against the wall. That kiss was hard enough to watch, if he went any further with her I would kill him. No one can look after her better than me. But that's how I got myself into this mess anyway. I wish I could tell her but I can't. It would only hurt her more than she already is and I can't bare the thought of anything more happening to her. It's better this way.

"Baby, this is Lila" Victoria interrupts my thoughts.

She's standing in front of me with her hand around the waist of a skinny girl with black hair, just a little longer than Olivias. Her light green eyes stare up at me underneath heavy long black lashes.

"She wants to come home with us" Olivia smirks at me then looks back at the girl who is now smiling at her with glazed over drunken eyes.

"I think she'll be fun" Olivia mouths to me before leaning in a kissing the girl.

Both of their eyes are closed and I can see their tongues moving in each others mouths as they do long sloppy kisses. Olivia wraps her arms around the small girl, bringing her closer before running her hands over her bum. Cheers begin to emerge from the surrounding crowed who have now spotted the two girls clashing tongues, and usually I would join them but I just don't see the appeal anymore. Especially with these girls. Trashy whores who want nothing but attention. I use to love those types of girls. They were so easy to mess around with and they certainly didn't mind me fucking and tossing them. They crave male attention, even if it does only last one night.

"Ow that's the one baby!" I hear one guy say which makes Olivia smile against the girls mouth before continuing moving with her.

In the corner of my eye I see that familiar long blonde honey hair standing not too far from the huge speakers that continue to produce loud annoying electro music. I look up to see Jamie standing there looking as beautiful as usual, but she's standing with Jake. A little too close to Jake. She staring at the two girls in front of me with a straight face but I can see the disgust in her eyes. I want to laugh at how polite she is about not judging people even though its clear she hates it. Soon enough she looks at me and I instantly see the sadness return to her face making me feel the regret and guilt in the pit of my stomach. Its the same sadness that was shown the day she saw Olivia and I together. I wanted to chase after her but I knew it wouldn't do any good. Especially for her. She quickly looks away from me and back to Jake who begins saying something to her which makes her smile.

"She's delicious" Olivia whispers in my ear, "we can take her home with us tonight".

I turn my gaze away from Jamie, not realising the two girls had finished their make out session, and look down to Olivia who's is now wrapping her arms around me though I keep mine folded.

I don't say anything back to Olivia as I have no idea what to say. Usually I would tell her to go get the girl back so we can leave right now and go back to her house so I can fuck them both, but the thought sickens me a little now. Olivia starts to grind on me as I stand frozen against the wall, not wanting to move with her. There's only one person I would ever dance with again but that girl hates me, and for good reason. I broke her heart. I see it in her face every time she looks at me.

I look back to the girl who still holds my heart but has no idea. She is now smiling at Jake while holding his hand and pulling him in to the middle of all the dancing bodies. She looks back at me quickly before pushing her body closer to his and I almost push Olivia off me so I can pull the two if them apart. Is she trying to make me jealous by dancing with Jake? Cause if she is, she's doing a fucking good job at it. I don't know how much longer I can just stand here and watch the two if them play happy couple on the dance floor.

Jamie looks so sexy dancing under the dim lights, the odd coloured lights flashing across her beautiful blue eyes ever now and again.

The song changes to a slightly slower dance beat and I see her face light up as Jake wraps his arms around her waist and whispers something into her ear. She laughs a little then looks deep into his eyes which seem to match her sudden happiness. He leans his face down closer to hers and I see her smile shyly at him before hesitantly leaning up and finally kissing him on the mouth.

What the fuck is she doing!

My whole body ignites with fire as I see the two of them sharing a kiss. This kiss wasn't the same as the one outside. She surprised him with that one cause she didn't want to answer the question which was obviously related to me. This one was different because she actually wanted to kiss him by choice, not by the pressure of an unwanted question. I could tell by the innocent small smile she gave him right before connecting with his lips. My arms begin to shake as the kiss continues for a long time. And with every passing second I can feel the jealousy infesting through my veins. Why is she even kissing that fucking loser! He is a worthless piece if shit who doesn't deserve any second of her time!

Eventually she begins to wrap her hands around his neck as their kisses become more greedy. I watch them closely with envious eyes as I watch the girl I care for make out with a fucking parasite. His hands slowly begin moving down her back until they reach her bum which he then gives a small squeeze. I push Olivia off me immediately and stalk towards the two who are still lip locked.

Now I'm fucking fuming and he's gonna fucking get it ....