Dark smile and crimson eyes-A Sebastian Michaelis love story

Chapter 12: They solved the case, and she was devastated

 Sunlight flooded through the open curtains when she awoke from her slumber. 'When had she fallen asleep?' She looked around her room and noticed she was home. She slowly walked over to her large windows and peeked out at the outside world. Her B.M.W was parked in the driveway, and she saw her mother talking on her cell phone. 'Had she dreamed it all?'

Suddenly the windows began to crack and the sun shattered into a million pieces. She watched in horror as her mother was crushed by a relentless force, her crimson liquid splattered, and the rest of the outside world, was sucked into a hole of darkness. Her room gradually, bit by bit, cracked and crumbled around her. Decay was all she could smell. Everything slowly started to fade to black and her vision was getting blurry.

A dark voice called to her.

She tried to scream but nothing came out. Then she felt nothing.

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  I woke up and sucked in all the air I could. I felt as if I had been deprived of oxygen, like I was drowning and was lifted out at the last minute. Before I knew it I let out an ear piercing scream and I couldn't stop. It was as if, I was conscious of what I was doing, but I had no control over my body.

Sebastian burst through the door of my room and had knives poised in between his long, slender fingers. He looked at me with a surprised expression and was at my side instantaneously.

"Idris it is alright calm down." He tried to coo.

I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. I was having a panic attack, a really bad one. I have only had a panic attack once before this. It was when my father had almost hit my mother, but angled his fist at the last moment to avoid contact with my wall and put fist into drywall.

"What the bloody hell is going on Sebastian!?!" Ciel said as he ran into the room.

He was still dressed in his night clothes and his bluish, navy, hair hung in front of his right eye.

"A nightmare I believe, although they seem to be getting worse my lord." Sebastian replied. "Idris, listen to the sound of my voice. I want you to calm down and take deep breaths. Can you do this?"

My real vision slowly started to come back. I still couldn't stop screaming, but I was gradually gaining control over my body.

"Idris you need to calm down it was only a nightmare. I will not let anything hurt you. Shh." Sebastian whispered into my ear.

After he said that I felt myself come back. I took in a giant gulp of air and coughed. I took slow and steady breaths in and out and started to cry. Sebastian pulled me closer to his chest and caressed my hair. Ciel stood at the doorway looking extremely shocked.

"How long has she been having nightmares Sebastian?" Ciel finally spoke.

"Since she arrived, my lord." Sebastian said his voice vibrating in his chest.

Ciel sighed and turned back towards the hall.

"When you are finished here bring me some tea." Ciel ordered, and then stepped out of my view.

"Yes my lord. Idris I will also bring you some tea, something to help you sleep." Sebastian said before he slipped me back into bed.

'What the hell is wrong with me?'

"Yeah, Okay, thanks Sebastian." I breathed as he quietly stepped out of the room.

I rolled over in bed, and felt underneath. I grabbed my purse and took out my phone and earphones. 'Maybe some music will help calm me down?'