Dark smile and crimson eyes-A Sebastian Michaelis love story

Chapter 19: The extent of losing a lover, her last thoughts

"Idris baby, where are you!?" A woman with long Auburn curls that hung just below her defined hips; called.

The woman was about five foot seven, with most of her height being her legs. She had the most brilliant hazel, milk brown eyes anyone could have ever laid their eyes on- and anyone who looked into them were held captive by them.

"I'm over here mommy!" A little girl with the same Auburn curls called from out of a near by bush.

The elder woman slowly strode over towards the bushes her five year old daughter was currently adventuring in.

"Mommy come in here! Come see, come see, come see!" The young girl beckoned.

The beautiful woman gracefully fell to her knees, bending over and crawling through a small whole that had been created from years of her daughter playing hide and seek.

She crawled inside, her tall frame barely making it- but managing to squeeze through.

"What is it baby?" The young woman asked.

The child put her small delicate hands onto her mother’s cheek and turned her head towards a faint blue light. The woman had to squint a little to make out just what the pale blue light was, but when she finally saw- tears pricked at the forefront of her enchanting hazel eyes.

Written in that same pale blue light was a small phrase. A phrase that normally would have freaked the poor woman out, but because the phrase was the same one her late husband had said to her the night he left; she couldn't help the sea of emotions that suddenly overwhelmed her.

Serene my love, my best wishes have always been for you and our daughter- please continue to show her love, but instead love her for the both of us. I am held up with the council and am trying to hide Idris's existence still.

- With all my love Alex.

"What does it say mommy?" The girl asked with wide eyes.

The woman looked down at her innocent child, and smiled.

"It says that daddy misses us, and he is doing his best to protect us." She replied wrapping her young child into a warm and affectionate hug. "Mommy will always love you baby, and I will always be proud of you."

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A searing pain washed over me as I tried to open my eyes. Noises were ear piercingly loud, and figures were just blurry spots of grey, green, and black. When I tried to open my mouth to speak I could only taste metallic, rust that just lingered.

'Was I drinking?'

"-ris stay with me, don't close your eyes!" A voice faintly called.

'Is that Ciel?'

My vision started to somewhat focus and I was able to take in my surroundings. I was in a garden, it was at least eleven at night and for some reason I couldn't feel anything but an on going pain in my abdomen.

"C-Ciel?" I croaked.

"Thank god, listen to me Idris! I need you to try and keep your eyes open. Keep them open and focus on the sound of my voice." Ciel said frantically.

I looked up at Ciels form; it looked like he had been crying. His eyes were slightly puffy with a tint of red; his nose had a bit of snot running down it toward his lips.

If I wasn't in as much pain as I was, I probably would have laughed at the unprofessional look he had right now. Big, bad, cold hearted Ciel- really wasn't an emotionless vessel after all.

I switched my gaze from Ciel and tried to find Sebastian. When I found him I could feel my heart literally stop within my aching chest. Sebastian had formed into a beast.

His sexy appearance had turned into a dangerous aura of lust, rage, and he was so much more alluring than usual. He looked like one of those creatures you would only find in the movies of mystery, fantasy, romance, and suspense.

His entire butler uniform had been replaced by what looked to be leather get up, black of course. He had grown a pair of frightening yet prepossessing sleek, raven colored wings. I couldn't see his face, but judging by the face of awe struck horror on Timothy's face- it must have been terrifying.

Sebastian stalked toward Timothy as he just stood, petrified with horror; and put his hands on Timothy's neck. Sebastian grinned wickedly before- with one clean tug, decapitating him.

The rest of the scene became once again a blurred mess. I felt my breath hitch in my throat, my wind pipes no longer wanting to work. I saw Ciels face widen in shock, his mouth started to move but no sound was coming from his pink lips- at least none that I could hear.

'So this is really it? There was still so much I wanted to do... At least mom and Ash will he okay and Ciel will eventually move on.'

Everything was becoming black once again; little specks were forming in front of me. The pain I had been feeling had completely dissipated, leaving me feeling numb and oddly at peace.

'At least I lived before I died.' Was the last thing I thought before I was thrown violently into a dark abyss.

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I know it is short but this was the final chapter in Idris's P.O.V. The last chapter will first be in Sebastian's and will end in Ciels, which I will (Hopefully) have up by next Saturday. I know I suck but it will be worth it, I promise!