"His Hoor" (Hussain Asif's Fanfic)✔️

Chapter # 42 "Barasti Baarish"

Hoor Hussain's POV

I just prayed and now I was sitting on the bed having the cup of tea.

This cup of tea made my eyes teary. Is chaye say bhi mujhe aap yaad aty hein Hussain.

Its been a whole week that I am here in New York at my own house with baba and mom. They are taking care of me very well.

But still I am getting more weak day by day. Why is it so? I am fine Alhumdulillah.

Mere gunaah ki saza nahi di Allah nay mujhe. Mai zinda hoon or bilkul sahi salaamat hoon.

Thanks Allah that day half of the tablets dropped from my hand or else I'll never get a chance to apologize for my sins.

Itna bara gunaah ker diya mai nay Hussain say door jaany kay liay mai itni pagal akhir kesy ho sakti hoon.

In previous whole week I was just praying and crying for his forgiveness. Praying and seeking his blessing for me.

I know Allah will forgive me.

He is so merciful.

Taking a sip from the cup I made a bitter face. The tea was icey cold at the moment.

Aakhir mai nay apni halat kiya bana rakhi hai. Yun to sub ko he shak ho jaye ga.

"What happened Hoor? Beta maaf nahi ker paayi na apny maa baap ko. Hum nay zabardasti ki hai na tumhare saath. But my love Hussain is the perfect match for you. Trust me, trust your mama for once. I know you are crying because of me. I am sorry meri jaan."

Mom almost hold her ears apologizing. I got up from my place and went towards her side holding her hands in mine I shook my hand and then hugged her.

For once I lost my control and I wept bitterly over her shoulder.

Mom you don't need to sorry. Aap ki wajah say to nahi ro rahi mai to apny he naseeb per ro rahi hoon jis ko mai nay apny he haath say bigaar liya hai. Hussain say door ho gayi hoon.

Abhi kuch he din mai sub ko pata chal jaye ga phir aap mujhe aisy pyaar nahi keryn gi.

Mai pyaar kay kaabil bhi nahi hoon. Mai nay to khud ko apni he nazron mai gira diya hai. Mai to khud ko maaf he nahi ker paaon gi.

Yehi to mai chahti thi kay Hussain say door ho jaoun. Ab ho gayi hoon to kiyun saans halak mai atak gaya hai. Kiyun dum ghut raha hai. Kiyun saans nahi lay paa rahi hoon mai.

Her waqt is dil mai teas uthti hai.

Kiyun akhir mai be sukoon hoon?? Kiyun mere dil ko qarar nahi hai?? Kiyun mai gee nahi paa rahi hoon???

Tears rapidly flowing from my eyes wetting mom's shoulder and I was so restless that I couldn't even uttered a single word.

The only word my mind and brain keep on repeating was his name. There is no more war between my brain and heart.

"Ohoo meri beti roty nahi hein. Acha Hussain say baat nahi hui is liay pareshaan ho na." She asked me and I shook my head saying.

"No mom its not that. We talk every day. Abhi aap kay aane say pehly un say he baat ker rahi thi mai."

I repeatrd the same lie which I was doing since I came here from Houston.

But the truth is he didn't even tried to contact. Neither he contacted nor I tried to call him.

Kis mou say baat kerun un say. Mai to apny aap say nazar nahi mila paa rahi to un say kiya baat ker paaon gi. Mai is qaabil he nahi hoon.

"Stay blessed my love. Hussain ko mera pyaar dayna." She said and walked out of the room. I was standing here dumbfounded. What she just said to me.