Not This Shit Again!

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by xXxMouseBabyxXx

by xXxMouseBabyxXx

"Jayy!!" I shouted. "Jayy!! Wait Plea...." I felt all the air escape my body. It had happened so fast, and once again, I found myself in a familiar place. The cold floor was the place I spent most my time in high school. I slowly stood up, my breathing still not where it should be, and then I was on the floor again. Laughter roared. I swear this was a daily routine. But I couldn't get up this time. I just lay there, wondering if Jayy was alright. Wondering if the crowd had gotten to him or if he was just fine but upset with me. Skye you're so stupid!

I felt a kick to the head blurring everything around me. Soon the darkness began to consume me and I couldn't fight it anymore. I slipped into the darkness, the pain fading with the light.

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Jayy's POV

I heard Skye call after me, but I didn't want to be near her right now. I didn't want her to know I was upset. that I was afraid of being left on my own. shed probably think I was a little pussy! Why was she being like this? First she wont talk to me, then she finally decides to speak to me and we've been having fun ever since, and then she blows me off?! I hardly know where the fuck I'm going. She's supposed to be there for me!! Wait, why do I even care? What the fuck am I doing? You're gay!! Stop thinking about her!

I walked as quickly as I could and found the cafeteria. I jumped in line with the least people and sat at a table in the corner farthest away from everyone. I didn't want to think. I needed to clear my head. I put in my headphones and Alexis On Fire roared into my ears. Of course, that didn't help. She just kept coming back to my thoughts. The way her hair fell in front of her face, the way she blushed whenever I looked at her. No! Stop damn you, Jayy!!

I got up, not even caring that I hadn't touched my food, and tossed it before looking for her. I walked in the direction of our locker and there was a huge circle of people. Do I see what's going on or just walk away? Maybe I should walk around and look for her. I don't feel like getting in a fight, not today. I turned around and headed up the stairs. As I came back down I saw the circle of people and on the ground I saw a green hat. Didn't Skye have a green hat on today? And that's when I saw the pink and blonde hair lying lifeless on the floor. You're so stupid Jayy!

I ran as fast I could. I had to get to her! No matter what happened to me in the process. This was all my fault!