I'm so Stupid!

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by xXxMouseBabyxXx

by xXxMouseBabyxXx

Jayy's POV

I can't believe I hurt her again! I'm so fucking stupid! What have I done? Why can't i do anything right! Why did I have to take an interest in her? I thought I was gay!! There's just something about her. But now she's hurt even more. All because of me! I fucking hate myself!

I ran as far as my legs allowed. I found a corner and just sat there, crying. Why are you so stupid Jayy? Why?

I heard someone clear their throat. I looked up to see a young nurse kneeling in front of me. "Jayy? Is that your name?" She put a hand on my knee.

"Yes." I said ashamed of being me right at this particular moment.

"She wants you to come back to the room. I suggest you so so. She tried running after you and fell. She's not mad at you. You should really think about what you're doing." she stood and held a hand out to me. I till her hand and she helped me up leading me back to the room I had just ran from. Tears came crashing down once more.

Skye's POV

Jayy walked back into the room. I wanted to hug him. To tell him I wasn't mad. I tried standing up, only to be held down by the nurse standing beside me. I looked at her with pleading eyes but she just shook her head. I think Jayy noticed what I was trying to do and he rushed over to my side.

I reached for his hand and he hesitantly reached for mine. I pulled him into a hug I never wanted him to break.

"I'm so sorry. For everything!" he sobbed. "Please, please don't hate me!"

I felt the tears running down my back. "Please stop apologizing" I pulled away, my hands on either side of his face. "None of this is your fault..." I began to cry. "If I hadn't ditched you at lunch...."

"Stop! Please?" he pleaded, cutting me off. "I should've turned back when I heard you call my name. I just couldn't. I... I was afraid. I'm so sorry Skye!" he pressed his face back into my shoulder. I just held him there. I didn't want this moment to end. He obviously cared, but I didn't know in which way. How could anyone so perfect actually like-like someone so... so... average... like me. I didn't want to ruin this friendship. Not if he didn't feel the same way I did.

"Skye!" a familiar voice called from the door. I looked up to see my mom, tears all down her face.

"Hey mom"

"What happened?!" she demanded. "Who's this?" she pointed towards Jayy.

"This is Jayy. He is a new student in my school." She looked at me disapprovingly. "He carried me from the school while I was unconscious." I continued, her expression saddening once more. "I saw tripped and kicked in the head by the boyfriend of the girl I got expelled yesterday."

"What?! When did all this happen?! Why was I not informed?!" She began to cry once more.

"Mom may I wait for the officer so I don't have to say all this twice" she nodded and sat in the chair on the opposite side of Jayy. His head was still buried into my shoulder.

Soon the officer arrived and Jayy and I told everyone the whole story. I ended up staying the rest of the night. Jayy never leaving my side. I truly did love him. I just wish I knew how he felt.