Please, Love Me Forever... (a Jayy Von Monroe fan fiction)

What Do I Do!?!

Skye's POV


We must have stood there, his face just a sweet, very enchanting breath away, for at least a couple minutes. I just wanted to kiss his soft lips, but I had to hold back.

His straight expression changed into a huge grin. With one foul swoop, he lifted me bridal style and began to walk up the steps. I just swung my arms around his neck, pulling myself close. It felt nice to be this close to him.

We got up the steps and he sat on the bed, me still wrapped around his neck. He began rocking slowly, back and fourth. It was strangely very relaxing. I guess that's why babies like it. I giggled at the thought.

"What's so funny" he chirped.

"Nothing really. I just thought that it was funny that I found the rocking very relaxing. And I thought 'so this is why babies like it'" he just laughed that beautiful laugh and continued to rock me.

"Ohhhhh I completely forgot!" he looked at me, puzzled. "My coffee!" I screamed. I put on my best 'puppy-dog' face, informing him that he should get it from the table where he had left it. He picked me up and laid me back down on my bed then continued down the stairs. No sooner than he had left, he was back with my coffee!

"Speed Way! Eat Fresh!" I sang.

"Uhm I think that's Subway's jingle, babe." he laughed, his smile quickly fading at the realization of what had just came out of his mouth. Did he just call me "babe"? He looked away from me, expressionless. Oh no! This must be it. He doesn't like me the way I like him. I knew it.

"Skye?" he whispered, still not meeting my gaze.

"Yes?" I whispered back, waiting for the dreaded friend-zone speech that was sure to come.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to call you 'babe'." He smirked, but it was off, completely fake.

"It's alright. No harm done." I lied. I can believe it. I mean I was hoping I was wrong... but I guess this is what I get for getting my hopes up. But he didn't need to know I was upset. So I put on my best happy face (which till this day, no one has ever been able to see through) and took a big sip of my coffee. Someone just kill me.

Jayy's POV


I can't believe I just called her babe! She probably thinks I'm some weirdo perv who fantasizes about her. Jayy, you dumb ass. She obviously doesn't like you the same way you like her! Stop being an idiot!

I studied her expression for a moment. She seemed unphased and still just as bubbly as when I first got here. I now know she definitely just wants to be friends, but at least I didn't fuck that up. I have got to be more careful from now on.

I looked at the time on my phone, 5:07. "Skye?"

"Yes?" she replied happily.

"It's time to take your medication"

"Yes father." she sat up and I pulled the pills from the top drawer across the room and handed her the recommended dose of each. I hated that she had to take these, cause it never took long before they kicked in and she was fast asleep. I took in a deep breath and exhaled, waiting for the effects of the drugs take their toll on her.

"Hey Jayy?"

"Yes Skye?"

"May I lay my head on your chest this time?" I looked over at her. Her eyes already starting to droop.

"Of course you may." I sighed, knowing that this really meant nothing to her. I pulled a pillow from behind me and laid it upright on the side I was sitting on. I leaned back and she followed. Her head lay across my chest, and she soon passed out.

I sat there awake, just staring at the beautiful being that was now cuddling with my abdomen. I felt my eyes getting heavy. I should probably leave, I thought to myself. But she just looks so perfect. I don't want to wake her. I'll just stay here a little while longer.

I closed my eyes only for a moment, or so i thought. I awoke with sleeping beauty now holding onto my waist for dear life. The lights were off now as well. I picked up my phone from the end table next to us and read the time. 2:19 a.m.!! Was I given permission to stay? Did her parents turn off the lights? That has got to be the only explanation. I looked back down at Skye, not knowing if she'd be mad that I stayed, or mad if I left. What the hell do I do!??

I reached down and combed my fingers through her hair. "Skye?" I whispered. Nothing. "Skye?" I shook her gently.

"Yea?"

"Do you want me to stay?"

She looked up at me and smiled a bit. "Of course, silly."

"Well can I at least get comfy first?"

"Yea."

She sat up quickly and I took off my belts. I laid down laying the pillow slightly away from me so that she could take advantage of it. Instead she pushed the pillow more towards me and laid back on my chest, burying her face into my neck. This was exactly what I needed. I love this girl. And I knew it! Now if only she loved me back... At least, in the way that I loved her...