Please, Love Me Forever... (a Jayy Von Monroe fan fiction)

Feelings Grow

A few days passed after I had gotten out of the hospital. I had been put on bed rest and tomorrow I was finally allowed to go back. Jayy has been over everyday after school, bringing my homework... and a coffee. He knew me so well. He was such a great friend. But maybe that was because we only had each other. I knew now, that I truly did love him. But what did he think of me? Was I just a friend. Oh how I wished I could read minds.

It was now 3:30 and it was almost time for Jayy to be arriving. I couldn't wait. He was just so perfect. I closed my eyes imagining his soft black hair, and the way only one side of his mouth actually showed his teeth when he smiled. It had to be the cutest smile ever. God I need to stop with all this girly bs! What the hell am I saying. I'm never like this. I glanced at the clock on my phone. It was now 4:12. Where'd the time go? I hope Jayy is ok. Ugh I'm just worrying too much. He'll be here soon.


Jayy's POV


It's already 4:12. Wow where did the time go? I really hope she isn't worried. That's the last thing she needs to do right now.

I walked into Speed Way and got her a frappè, just as I did every day, and headed towards her house. I had two blocks left and I couldn't wait. I still wasn't sure how she felt about me, but I really want her to know how much I really do care about her. I wanted to be more than just friends... but I just don't want to ruin what we have. I'll just have to keep my mouth shut until the right moment. I don't care how long it takes.

I was about to cross the street when James(the kid whose nose I broke) came around the corner with his whore, Melissa. Oh shit! This isn't going to be pretty.

"Hello there, Jeremy" he hissed with a grin on his face

"Jayy actually" I snarled back. I hated my birth name.

"Faggot is more like it" Melissa growled

"Ready to get your ass kicked for fucking up this beautiful structure of mine?" James laughed, holding his head high like we was the fucking queen of England or something.

"I actually I think I fixed it some. Would you like anymore adjustments?" I sneered, a smirk rising to my lips. That took his last straw. He lunged at me and I jumped back, causing him to fall head first into the oncoming traffic. Just before a car came in contact with him, he lunged once more. Only this time, I was tackled to the ground, coffee and papers flying everywhere.

I rolled on top of him pinning him to the ground. I didn't want anymore fighting. I could try to reason with them. But it wasn't going to be easy. They're obviously both brainless fuckers who just can't seem to get the message.

"Listen Ja..." I was cut off when that whore kicked me off James, allowing him to get back on top of me and throwing punches into my chest and one to the lip. I was furious now. I pulled up my knee an threw him off of me and into the slut. They both fell to the ground, unable to get up. I got back on top of him and crashed my lips into his, making sure I got a bit of tongue action in there somewhere. He pushed and pushed but I was no match for him. Blood smeared across his lips and mine. God that was gross! But hey, why not add insult to injury?

I got up, grabbed all the scattered papers, and walked back into Speed Way for another coffee. I knew they wouldn't be bothering me anytime soon. I looked through the window before leaving the store and noticed they were still on the ground. I ran out the door and crossed the street flawlessly. In no time I was exactly where I needed to be. It was now 4:23. I really hope she wasn't too worried. I knocked as usual so not to be rude and I was greeted by a bubbly Skye.

"Jayy!!" She screamed, throwing her arms around me.

"What are you doin out of bed, silly?" I laughed.

"I was worried" she whispered, blush filling her beautiful face.

"Get right up stairs missy! Before I pick you up and take you up there myself!" She threw up her hands and put them behind her head in a surrender position. I sat the coffee and books on the table then took off all unnecessary jewelry, giving her a warning that I would actually do it. I began to walk towards her and she hesitated, but started to walk backwards. I picked up my pace and she changed direction, moving towards me as I did the same. Our faces were now centimeters apart, challenging one another. Her breath smelled sweet and at that moment I just wanted to kiss her beautiful lips. But I held myself back remembering that I couldn't fuck this up. She was all I had, and all I could ever want. And I intended to keep it that way.

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