Sex Games

Keep It

I took a long shower and cried even more. I don't understand why I am this emotional I just need to suck it up and tell David.

I get out the shower and quickly get dressed. I sit on the bed and call David in the room.

I sniffed and wiped my eyes from tears. "Yea, babe what's up?" He asked looking down at his phone.

I didn't say anything, he's distracted i can back out of this conversation while I still have a chance. No, I need to tell him now or I never will.

"David" my voice gave out and I started crying again. David put down his phone and rushed over to me.

"What's wrong? What's going on?" He bends down and looks up at me. "Baby are you ok?"

I shook my head and put my head in my hands. "David... I'm so sorry"

"Baby what are you sorry for? What did you do?" I was quiet again and cried even more. "Oh my gosh" he said shocked. He seemed to have figured something out. "You had sex with Shawn?"

"No" I said quickly. "I didn't have sex with Shawn, I'm pregnant"

He fell back and sat on the floor. He was quiet for s little then asked. "Are your serious?"

I nodded. "That's what the doctor told me" I paused. "I'm so sorry"

"Baby" he jumped up and hugged me. "Why are you sorry?" He laughed. "You gave me anything I could've asked for"

"David"

"I'm so happy" I looked at him and he looked really excited. "I can't believe this, were gonna have a baby" he kissed the corner of my mouth and wiped my tears.

"I don't think I'm ready"

"What?" He sat down on the bed next to me.

"I don't think I can do this"

"What are you saying?"

"I..."

"You don't want to get rid of it do you?"

"Well, I wouldn't want to but I don't know if... I could be a mother right now"

"Chrissy no" he stood up. "Please tell me your joking"

"I'm not playing around, I'm scared"

"I'm scared to but we can't just... we can't..."

"I don't want to have a baby right now, David" I stood up and faced him.

"But you wanted to have kids"

"Yea but not so soon in my life, I'm twenty six years old"

"Don't be like that this is a child, are child, I love you and I love her"

I looked at the ground. "Ok" I sighed and sat down. I'm not gonna get rid of this baby so I guess I'm having one. Did he say her?

"Did you say her?" I asked.

"Yea that's my baby girl" he smiled.

"Boy, your baby boy" I chuckled. "Twin boys"

David kneeled down in front of me. "I love you, Chrisandra Young"