Sex Games

Stuck Here

"Two months?" David said as he placed a sleeping Jayla on the guest bed and I put a sleeping Jade in the cradle next to her.

"Yea" I sighed and walked down the hall to my room. "So I'm stuck here" I plopped on my bed and looked toward the ceiling.

"Baby..." David started. "I didn't mean it"

I sat up and looked at him. "I know David. You didn't fucking mean it, you just accidentally slipped on a condom and fucked her. On accident though so that makes it ok"

"Chrisandra-"

"How about I go and fuck Shawn, how about that? I'll make sure to do it on accident"

"If that would make you happy"

I could tell he was joking but this is not funny. "No David that would not make me happy" I stood up.

"You know I'm joking" he walked over to me.

"I don't find this funny"

"I'm sorry" he pulled me in for a hug.

"Stop" I tried to fight him but he was too strong.

"I love you" he whispered in my ear. "I hate myself for what I did, will you forgive me?"

"I suppose" I hugged him back.

"Do you love me?" He looked at me.

"I suppose" I looked away.

"I need to hear you say it"

"I love you" I mumbled.

"Huh?" He held his ear. "I can't hear you"

"I love you" I said louder.

"I missed you" he kissed my neck as his hand trailed up my thigh. When he reached my butt he squeezed it. I squealed and pressed my body into him.

He kissed me hard as he pushed me into the mattress. I grew weak for him and we tore each others clothes off.

I know I shouldn't have sex with him but I just can't help myself. He's so beautiful and amazing that I can't keep away even if I tried, that's one of the reasons why I married him.

Skips ahead a month

We didn't use a condom because I didn't think I'd get pregnant but here I am sitting in the doctors office listening to my choices.

"...then there's abortion"

I looked up at her and shook my head. "I'm gonna talk to David about all this then I'll decide"

"That's fine" she spoke softly.

"Thank you, Doctor Peters" I said as I hopped off the table and grabbed my purse.

"I'll see you out" she opened the door for me. "I want you to call me when you make your decision, alright?"

"Ok" I said and walked to my car. I got in and sat there for a while.

I thought I was sick. I was throwing up every five seconds and I looked disgusting, that's signs of being sick...right?

How am I going to tell David? I know he won't be mad, in fact he'll be more excited then I am but how will I break the news to him. Does the day after pill work if you're a month pregnant?

My phone started ringing and I tried not to cry as I picked up the phone.

"Hello?" My shaky voice asked.

"Hey babe, what'd the doctor say?"

You're pregnant, congratulations. "She said i'm sick" I lied.

"I thought so too, but you don't listen to me. It's funny you have to go to the doctor to be told the same thing I told you" he chucked.

"Yep i'm hard-headed" I sniffed.

"Why don't you come home so I can take care of you?"

"Yea, on my way now"

"Alright babe, love you"

My voice broke as I said "Love you too"
I quickly hung up the phone and he immediately calls back. I ignore his call and sit there crying as everything sank in.

I'm pregnant, I'm having a baby, either a boy or a girl is going to come out of me. I can't do this, I can't have a baby I don't want this, not now, not so soon. I'm gonna be so fat.

David kept calling and I kept ignoring, it took me close to an hour to get home. When I pulled in the driveway David ran outside and opened the car door for me. "Are you ok?" He pulled me out the car.

"I'm fine" I closed the door. "Why?"

"I called you a million times it sounded like something was wrong"

"Nothing's wrong" I kicked off my shoes and walked into the kitchen.

"Why'd it take you so long to get here?"

"Uhh traffic" I sighed and walked upstairs.

"Mmhmm" he followed me. "Has Shawn called you?"

"Yea yesterday, the kids are doing well"
About two weeks ago Shawn got the job at the law firm and I gave him his kids back. He's doing well and I'm really proud of him.

I laid on the bed and closed my eyes. When do I tell him? What do I tell him?  Should I even tell him?