Things That Happen That I Can't Stop Crying About

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You're my best friend

And pretty much anyone who is anyone could see that

And say that

And believe that some day we'll probably still be friends

Doing jack shit nothing and going on adventures

You're my best friend

And any friend of ours has probably said

With conviction

That we'll both get arrested or we'll both be famous

Setting minds on fire and buildings too

You're my best friend

And you've said so yourself

With heart

That you're not leaving and you'll stick around

Whether I'm nothing or I'm something or I'm at least alive

You're my best friend

And I believe in my heart

While sad to say

I am crushing your hopes of finding true love

Because who wants to date someone when I hang around

You're my best friend

And you say you'll leave them

To stick by me

But you realize I'm ruining you...and it's all my fault I'm holding you back..

And I don't know how you're fine with it

You're my best friend

And I fear someday you won't be able

To love without letting me go

Because deep down inside I fear this

No matter what you've said to me on Friday night's when my anxiety is up

You're my best friend

And I can't lose you

I can't

But I feel you're slipping away

And when you're not I cage you up and keep you away from what you want

You're my best friend

And I can't let this be goodbye

But I'm scared

That all those Friday nights spent talking will fade

And someday you'll leave because it was all my fault

You're my best friend

And everyone knows it

A loser

Like me shouldn't have a friend like you

Or anyone amazing (you all know who you are) in my life

You're my best friend

And I can feel

That  you

are slipping



away.



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