I am sorry for all the times I cried and kept you awake at night
I am sorry for not being able to make friends when I was little
I am sorry for all the times I didn't behave and embarrassing you
I am sorry for getting in all those fights when I was at school
I am sorry for not listening and always getting hurt
I am sorry for drinking and being just like you even when we both couldn't help it
I am sorry for never being good at truly loving person, I know some people tried to love me back
I am sorry for lying to you that I was gonna be fine after all my failures
I am sorry for getting arrested and for the shame you felt bringing me home
I am sorry for leaving messes and doubting myself
I am sorry for never feeling beautiful whenever I look in the mirror
I am sorry for shouting when I was mad and couldn't help it any longer
I am sorry for trying to run away from home
I am sorry for not wanting to go my brother's funeral
I am sorry for disappointing you when I can't wake up in the morning to go to school
I am sorry for being scared to try and most of all
I am sorry for pushing you all away because I didn't know how to love. Especially you blue eyes.
I am sorry.
