Why do I continue to allow him to hurt me? Why do I allow him to keep me as a secret? Why is it that he can flirt and sleep with other girls? But the minute a guy says 'hi' to me I'm the bad guy. I don't understand how this became my life, being som...
Classes were done for the day, so I was back at my dorm getting dressed for Zayn's party. You know what's so hilarious, ever since yesterday Zayn hasn't pestered me into taking him back. Just shows how much of a single man he wants to be. Gigi was also getting dressed around the time I was, but obviously she wanted to be a whore and wear less clothes than usual.
Hazzabear💙ðŸ»: I'm outside
I smile as I grab my small purse, phone and key and I was out, without caring how Gigi was going to get there. I'm not acknowledging her presence because she's a back stabbing slut. I wore boyfriend jeans, with a black crop top without a bra, ankle black boots and a green jacket. My hair was in a ponytail and I had light makeup on.
When I reach inside the car I noticed a blond sitting in the front seat next to Harry. Knowing exactly who that is, I smile. "Hey boys." I greet them.
"Hey Selly." Harry says with a blush.
Niall noticed and looked between me and Harry before giving me a small smile. "Hey." He said before looking out the window. Is he jealous of me and Harry? I lightly laugh at that. Before smirking. I'm going to make sure they make out at this party.
It wasn't a long drive before we pulled up. We heard the loud music from down the block, we noticed people running down block just to be here. Once Harry parked; Niall, Harry and I made our way to the house. People on the front deck smoking or drinking, seeing as the lawn was littered with red and blue cups. Some girl was streaking happily and boys were laughing and enjoying the scene. Inside the house now, everyone was either dancing or more like badly grinding on one another with cups in there hands, playing a drinking game, making out on the couch or already pasted out on the floor.
"Call me if anything." Harry said over the loud music before pulling Niall into the crowd. Harry totally might get laid.
I walked into the kitchen and made myself something to drink. "Hey!!" Someone shouted over the loud music, making there way towards me.
"Nick, what are you doing here?" I ask loudly.
He smirked and took my cup from my hands before drinking it down. "Just having fun see ya." He said before disappearing into the crowd. I sighed and poured myself another cup. I make my way down the hall and see Zayn whispering something into Gigi's ear, I know it's her because of her slutty shorts, with her nasty leotard and her ugly black boots. Also she had put her hair in a bun before I left.
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Turns out he didn't miss me at all. I ignored him and walked right past them and into the living room. I saw Zayn's friend and roommate, Liam sitting in the living room talking to some girl on the couch with a beer bottle in his hands. I smirked to myself as I walked over to him and sat down on his lap. He looked shocked. The girl looked at me and rolled her eyes before walking away.