Truth Behind the Star {Completed}

Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Scared

Vik's POV
"Vik?" Simon called from the skype call and I snapped back into reality. I hadn't realized that I had zoned out from the call. I was in a call with Josh, Simon, and JJ.

"Yeah?" I asked shaking my head, blushing a little.

"Do you want to record golf later?"

"Sure."

Simon nodded and asked JJ the same question. They began a discussion with each other which lead me to zoning out again. I stared at the screen, but mostly at Josh who seemed to be editing. He looks good in that shirt. Wait, what? Did I just think that? I shook my head and continued to stare, it was like I couldn't take my eyes off him.

"Alright I gotta record, see you later." Simon said exiting the call. JJ did the same and that left me and Josh in the call. He continued editing and I cleared my voice, causing him to look at me. He smiled, showing off the bright smile. It cause me to smile back.

"So what are you doing?" Josh asked, moving the camera over so his face fit better in the frame.

"I was going to edit, but I'm kind of tired." I said yawning a little at the end. Josh chuckled from across the call. His laugh is the best. What?

"I'll let you get to bed. Good night Vikky."

"Good night, Josh." I ended the call and sat back in my chair. I took off my glasses and rubbed my eyes.

"Do I like Josh?" I asked myself. I was confused as always. I never really thought of myself as being gay, but maybe I was. I shook it off and got into bed. I sat up against the head board and opened Twitter.

I scrolled through Twitter for a while until I came to a video that Josh had posted. 'Ice Bucket Challenge' was the caption of the video. I clicked on it and watched Simon poor ice water onto Josh. He started running around the yard because of how cold. I chuckled at the silliness but felt myself stop when he started playing with his shirt. He took off his shirt showing his stomach. I took a sharp gasp in and I felt my face get red. Oh my god. I was gay, and I had a crush on Josh. I smiled slightly and slid lower into the bed. I threw my phone on the nightstand and pulled the covers up to my neck.

"I like Josh." I mumbled to myself, smiling brightly, but it soon turning into a frown. "And I couldn't be more scared."

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