Chapter 6: Zerkstar
Vik's POV
He was so understanding. Maybe I should lie and say Simon or JJ. What if he is disgusted by me liking him? What if he wants to move out? However, he could have feelings for me. No, don't kid yourself Vik. Okay, he is staring at you, just tell him. Then be like 'I'm sorry' if he doesn't respond right away. Breathe. I breathed deeply and looked down at my legs."I love you"
"What?" I looked up from legs into his eyes. We both looked surprised.
"Look at the time, I must be going."
Josh started to get up but I grabbed his arm, pulling him back to the stool. "I love you too Josh. I just didn't know how to say it."
Josh's face lit up and a tear ran down his face, "really?"I nodded my head and I grabbed his hand in mine. "That's why I broke up with Freya, I knew I had a crush on you. Think we should tell the guys."
My eyes got wide at the thought of telling the guys. Would they be okay with us dating? Josh must of known my thoughts because he spoke up.
"It's okay, we don't have to tell them if you aren't ready." He smiled gently and and I sighed.
"No, we should just rip off the bandaid I guess. But maybe we just start with Simon and JJ."
"Okay. We can do it during breakfast tomorrow morning, if you like."
"That's fine."
"Alright, I gave to edit. So I'll see you tomorrow morning." He stood up, kissed my forehead and moved towards the door. "Love you." He said closing the door behind him.
I turned back to my computer, opening the editing software. Might as well edit also. It is going to be a long night.
~time skip~ the morning
"Vik." I groaned at the voice. I didn't go to bed until late and I was so tired. To tired to get up at the moment. "Vik."
I sighed and opened my eyes, blinking a couple of times. "What?"
"Simon and JJ are going over Tobi's in like 20 minutes, so if we want to do it, let's do it now." I looked at him and he smiled nervously, not to sure on telling the guys.
I slowly sat up in bed and grabbed my phone. "Ok."
We both exited my room and went towards the kitchen. Before we reached the kitchen I stopped, too scared to continue. My legs felt weak and my head felt dizzy.
"If you don't want to do this, we don't have to." Josh whispered in my ear. I gulped and shook my head, looking up at Josh.
"No, I'm fine. Let's go."
We reached the kitchen and we both sat down at the island. Simon and JJ both looked at us and then turned back to theirs phones. I breathed deeply, causing the two to look back at us.
"Is something wrong?" Simon asked curiously.
"Um, well not exactly." I said, chuckling nervously.
"What are you two dating?" JJ said chuckling and shutting off his phone, placing it on the counter top.
"Actual yes," Josh said wrapping his arm around my waist.
The kitchen was silent as me and Josh waited patiently for an answer or comment. But then JJ spoke up first.
"Fuck."
"What?" I asked confused.
"I owe Harry, 20£." JJ said taking a sip of his drink.
I let out a breathe of air, happy that he wasn't put off with our relationship, still willing to be our friend. I turned to Simon, expecting a reply. I hadn't got one yet. Simon's face had a smile on it but his eyes were filled with sadness, and it looked like their were tears in his eyes.
"I'm happy for you guys."
"Thank you Simon." Josh said, squeezing me tighter. "We haven't told the other guys, so keep this between us."
Both boys nodded and left the kitchen, heading out the door to Tobi's.
"Well that turned out better than expected." I laughed turning back to Josh, hugging him tightly.
--------------------------------------------
Thank you for reading and I hope you all like the chapter ✌🏻️-Emelia💙
YOU ARE READING
Truth Behind the Star {Completed}
FanfictionWARNING: Will contain mentions of suicide, cutting, etc. Please don't read if you guys don't like. Also there will be smut. Vik is a 21 year old youtuber who lives with 3 of his best friends. His life is going pretty well until he realizes he is ga...