Mountains And Plains [OLD VERSION]

Chapter 26

I didn't say anything, just waited for him to talk.

'Speak' he said the word as if it had a bad taste. He still held me by my hips so I didn't see him, but I felt warmth on my back.

'I might be a cry baby, but I won't leave you fight the war alone. Since this is my new home and I'm a mate of the person with the power of judging and killing I have to be seen as a strong person. Unless you want others to see me as weak than sure, I will hold your fur sleve everywhere you go' I spat words right back at him.

He stayed quiet and so I took this time to have a real talk.

'I want to speak with you about the fight that is going between this particular tribe and the one down the hill' I turned around and took one of the fur decorations on his "cloak" and findled it in my hands. He looked at me and I took it as a sigh of agreement.

'Before I start my rant I want you to know that I don't hate you' he frowned but stayed silent 'I know this might be out of the blue, but it's not, trust me' I inhaled and placed the words in my head while he watched me like an eagle from above.

'I won't have your kids' I started, but was interupted with a deep growl. Zared's grip on my hips became heavier and before he went full ape shit on me I covered his mouth with both of my hands.

'Listen' I said quietly looking at his now lighter eyes indicating his wolf is on his way to the surface' I won't have your kids....' another growl' unless you change' I finished and now he had a confused look. His grip loosen up a bit but not enough for me to get away from him. Not that I hated his embrace.

'The reason why I left you... escaped from this village was you' I said dead serious looking stright into his eyes 'I refuse to have kids or live with you in near future when I, myself, am afraid of you. Every time I see you angry I can only imagine the person you most likely killed and that I will be next. I came in conclusion that you didn't have another mate before me so you can't say that you won't kill me. And then imagining an innocent child in home where he has to be very careful because his father can... rip his head off.... I just can't let us have that kind of future. I know you can just force yourself on me and get me pregnant, but if you do this, I promise, right here in front of you, I will take my and your child's life. They say, where is smoke there is fire.'

I kept my hands on his mouth.

'You may not... know.. or think I am crazy, but you have some serious anger issues and I have a plan to change it, but I need your help' I held my eyes 'If you want a family' I added and pulled my hands away. Silent fell on us while he looked at me with unreadable expresion.

All of the sudden, he pulled me into a bear hug which took me by surprise. My face was burried into his chest and I felt his breath on my ear.

'I'm sorry for making you feel like that' he said and burried his face into my hair inhaling my scent. 'The anger part has something to do with my father, isn't it?' He said suddenly making my eyes go wide. I tried to pull away but he kept his hands securely around me.

'How do you know?' I whispered snaking my arms around his torso. The feeling of protection and solid warm muscles of doom felt really nice.

'Have a nudge inside me' he said and I chuckled a bit.

'Your father is guilty of your blood lust and cold attidute towards others' I said and he growled a bit.

'What is your plan?' He asked changing the subject and I felt myself grin evily.

'I want to know when you will be going to use force and I give you a solution to that. If you fail to heed my words, I punish you' I said and we finally parted with our hands still around each other. I still had my evil grin while he had his eyebrow arched up.

'Punish?'

'Blueberries' I wiggled my eyebrows. He made disgusted face while I laughed.

'Do you agree with my terms?' I asked when I calmed down.

A faint smile appeared on his face.

'Let's try it' he said and I fisted the air. I already had plans in my head forming.

'I have to go help to rebuild the village' he said and kissed me before leaving.

I enjoy his kisses far more than I should...

Sure, we sleep butt naked and shared a few kisses, but why am I so comfortable with him? After all, I know him only for a few months...

But my mind was quickly changed with thoughts of Zared eating blueberries.

This is going to be fun....

Hello peeps! Congratulation for those who are still studying! Let's embrace another year of craming and hell teachers or professors!

So, I'm making this small post for a whole year ahead. There will be fewer uploads from now on till summer because I am in my last year of highschool and I wanna those 100%s in my exams for the love of food!!! So while I cram like a madwoman I will still upload but you will see "last updated two weeks ago" more often. Take this rant as a small warning. 😀