Forest Element ~Teen Wolf FanFic~

Chapter 10

~~Carly's POV~~

I saw mum dressed in old fashioned clothes covered in dirt and blood running with a jar that held the Nogitsune inside. She stopped at a massive tree, giant tree, and she buried the jar deep in the roots of the tree. Then I saw Scott, Stiles and Allison coming out from a tub of water and a voice saying they were sacrifices. Pulling my head from the stump I stared at it.

"You were the tree. Mum buried the Nogitsune here and their sacrifice gave it power again. They let the demon out of its cage." Breathing hard I was conflicted with my emotions, saving Stiles or running away. I can't leave Kira but part of me want them to feel my pain. Like what happened with the shooter who shot Dean.

No, don't go there Carly. You promised yourself you wouldn't go there. I curled into a ball as night descended, I let the tears fall, fisting my hands so tight my nails cut into my palms. I didn't know how long I stayed there, freezing, bleeding into the ground, crying before someone lifted me into their arms and on their lap.

"Why the tears Sukoshi kitsune?" I shook my head and turned away from him but didn't leave his arms.

"No, you shouldn't be here. I shouldn't even talk to you your the bad guy, the monster." I faced the Nogitsune, his face pale and dark circles covered his eyes which sparkled with a dark mischief.

"I'm not the only monster here. Derek hales a monster, Lydia martins a monster, your a monster." I hardened my gaze on him.

"What you mean? I'm no monster." He gave me a smile, a knowing smile.

"You are, you feel pleasure with pain, you want chaos, that's a definition of a monster isn't it?" I stared at him before moving away from his hold and climbing to my feet.

"It wasn't like that. I -."

"But you did," he said coming up behind me. "Your a murder Carly, you killed a man. You killed a father-." I spun around to face him, my anger rising and I felt my eyes glow vibrant with anger.

"He killed my boyfriend! He killed the love of my life for some stupid twenty dollars and a gift card to a clothes store in New York! He killed my soulmate and the police were going to let him go for lack of evidence! He needed to be punish he needed to die!" I screamed and covered my face in my dirty bloody hands. The image of his dying face.

Slowly the Nogitsune took my hands in his. I stared at him in confusion but then black lines appeared down my arms and flowed into his. I gasped as I felt better, clearer in the mind and a little drowsy. The Nogitsune looked better, more alive.

"What did you do?" I asked him.

"I took your pain." He answered and I did the second most worst thing in the world. I hugged him and cried tears of happiness, never feeling this good in a long time.

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I woke up in my own bed, in yesterday's clothes. I remembered the Nogitsune taking my pain, the feeling of being free, me hugging him and him hugging me back. I needed to stop whatever it is that's making me want to see him, he's the bad guy.

So are you, part of me said. I showered and changed into red and black punk dress, with knee high laced boots. I did my hair into a bun and left off my makeup. Kira wasn't home so I tried to find her needing her help with math homework. I don't know why but I'm in such a good mood I start singing.