Abuse Me

Why Cant I?

"That was weird as hell." James tossed his food away and Andre did the same with his box of candy.

"I liked it." Anastasia sat on the small bench by the arcade.

"It was different." Andre sat by her and yawned.

"Whatever. Still weird. Hey, Lucas ever say anything about when we would go home or?"

"Knowing him? Probably not." Andre smiled and took his phone out. "Ill get a cab or something."

Anastasia wondered if Lucas would really leave her but, after sometime he walked from the theaters with Ava. "You guys wait long? Im sorry." He frowned.

"Its was just a few minutes." Anastasia shrugged.

"But felt like a lifetime!" James shot him a look.

"Whatever." Lucas turned his attention back to Ava and they made plans to see each other tomorrow. She stood on her toes and kissed him.

"Bye. It nice meeting you Anastasia." She looked at her and Ana agreed. "Same."

She left and Lucas stretched. "Ready?"

Lucas had already dropped James and Andre off. While Andre was in the backseat with Anastasia he returned to the previous gesture of his hand on her thigh. He fell asleep on her after sometime.

They pulled into the driveway and Lucas swore. "Do you want me to stay?"

Anastasia looked at the house. Her aunt and uncle were still out partying.

"Uh. Please?"

They both got out and walked to the door. "Ava is nice right?" Lucas looked at Anastasia as he unlocked the door.

She nodded. "Shes sweet."

"Do you like her?" He didnt move his gaze at her.

"Yeah. Shes good for you."

He smiled big and Anastasia assumed she made him happier then she expected.

"Thats great."

"Maybe you could introduce her to your parents?" Anastasia said as they walked inside.

His smile immediately faltered. "Sure... and have them tell me I could do better and end it with her? Why not."

Ouch. "I mean she hadnt been introduced to anyone else and I saw how happy she was."

"Its not that easy. Avas not like us. She didnt have anything easy come to her."

"Why would your parents care about that?"

"Because Im not supposed to even acknowledge her. I should be with a girl in college whose already rich. But instead Im with her."

"Does it matter?" Anastasia thought her tone was harsh but the corners of Lucas' lips tugged up.

"Nope. Because I love her and thats all that matters." He beamed and went into the kitchen.

Anastasia couldnt help but laugh at him worrying. But, going upstairs her mood changed.

Where is he?

The shower never felt so good as Anastasia just stood there letting the water hit her face. She liked taking showers. The only time she felt bare. The water could hide tears amd the sound drowned out her weeps. But, she could think about everything.

But other then that. It was just a shower.

As it was now.

Anastasia turned and let the water hit her back and winced. It stung at first then the water felt god sent. She went to open her eyes and saw someone in front of her. She shut her eyes and wiped them. Before she could open them again she was against the tile.

"Kenny. Stop."She squirmed and felt his breath against her neck.

"Why? Some guy you just met can touch you like that surely I can do more right?"

She felt her eyes water and opened them. He was looking at here body. His eyes skimmed over her breasts and he looked up at her. "I could fuck you right here."

She grew scared at his tone but, oddly it turned her on. Besides, if he did would it even be rape? If he didnt really exist? Or would she just be crazy?

She stared at him and he kissed her forceful. Anastasia tried moving and jumped. He bit her lip and she tasted blood."N- St-" She pushed his chest away and he just pulled her closer.

Kenny traced his kissed from her lips to her collarbone.

Anastasia blocked from moving tried to cover herself with her hands but she couldnt. "Stop... Kenny..." She sniffed.

"Why?" He muttered against her skin. He looked up at her and saw her shaking and crying. He stopped and kissed her hard once more. "Next time I might not stop."

She shut her eyes and when she opened them, he was gone.

Anastasia was in bed. Lucas was knocked out on the couch downstairs when she got out the shower and convinced him to go to sleep in his old room.

She was almost asleep when she heard the front door open below and the drunken yelling of her aunt and uncle. She glanced at the clock:

3:48 a.m.

"An-nahh?" Her Aunt was in the hallway. She heard her stumble and her voice grew closer.

Before, Anastasia could get to the door it locked on its own.

She got back in bed and stared at the shadows from under the door. "Ana- stay- shaaa. You left. I- I- felt bad. But your asleep soooo." She started laughing and the hall light went off. Her voice went back downstairs.

Anastasia got back into bed and stared at the window across from her. Her eyes closed and she thought about her parents. The night they died... the same thing happened.

They were drunk and tried coming in her room. Everything after that... was a blur.

"Dont think about that." Kenny muttered from behind her.

He pushed himself against her and put an arm over her waist. She regret wearing only a tank top and her underwear to bed as he ran his hand down her waist.

Anastasia was about to turn away before he stopped amd kissed her hair. "Sleep." He mumbled and stopped moving his hands on her. She assumed he was going to sleep and soon she was also.

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i just updated a part before this. But feedback on both would be nice.

yay updates^-^

Was this too short or? Im not entirely sure.

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