Change Ahead

Chapter -15

With so many questions in my mind, I looked at him, "Varun.. How did you know it was me? Did you follow me? Why did you follow me? What did you want from me?"

He was so silent. His mobile beeped for a text message. He rushed to grab it before I could. But I was closer. I took the mobile and gave it to him. I looked innocent.
He threw his mobile down for it to break into pieces saying, "Please don't give me your innocent look. I cannot control what I'm doing or what I'm about to do to you." He turned away and hit the wall hard with his fist.
I did understand one thing, 'I'm the one who is actually in danger. I should save myself from Varun.' I quickly got out of the bed and wore my clothes. Grabbed my bag and tried to leave.
He caught hold of my hand and gave me a wicked smile.
I tried to release myself. His hold was firm. I put down my bag and tried to hit him hard, but he caught my other hand also and pinned me on to the wall.
"No Gaze. It is not easy."
"Please Varun, or whatever your actual name is. Leave me. I won't say anything to anybody. I will leave quietly." I did not care about the lies he had told me.
No Gaze. Not a single girl can get away from me." He sounded more wicked.
"You only had one difference from the other girls. I fell for you. Your beauty. If not you would have been somewhere else by now. I thought.... I thought I shall feast upon you first so it will be easy for me."
"I loved you Varun. How could you do this to me? You did say I cared you like your mother. You wanted it more. Remember?" I tried to talk him out of what he was about to do.
"Yes I needed it everyday. That is the reason you survived for 4 years alone without your family."
I cried out loud, "Help.... Somebody help me please."
"Don't shout. Nobody is going to come. They all know why we both are here. This is one of our  places."
"Please Varun. Leave me Varun. Please I beg of you." I begged him.
He dragged me to the bed and tied one of  my hands to it. He got some clothes from his bag and threw it on my face.
"Put this on. They may come in now."
I saw him naively.
"Put them on. Hmm.. Now." He untied my hand and I slowly removed my clothes. He turned to his back as if he wanted to give me privacy as if it mattered now. He then turned his head as if he heard something.
"Make it fast. They are here." He tied my hand again to the bed and he moved my legs apart and tried to move my clothes so that they can be seen.
"Oh my God!! You are such a beauty Gazella. Wherever you are.. I will come for you one day." He went to get the door.
I could hear them talking and Varun turned to see me as if he was going to see me for one last time. He then turned back to talk something. I could them whispering and laughing. I felt terrible and anxious. My heart raced more than any time. I knew what was going to happen. They are going to take me somewhere and I did not want to imagine what was going to happen to me. It was horrible. I prayed it should be a nightmare.
Varun walked towards me, looked into my eyes, "Gaze.." He slowly tried to take my hair which almost closed one of my eyes.
"Don't talk to me. Don't call me that. You betrayed me. Get out of my sight. Get lost." I turned my face away. He held my cheeks and forcefully turned my face to face him.
"Listen Gaze. I did not want it to happen. But I have no choice." He tried to kiss me.
I spit on his face and shouted "Get lost!!" And turned away.
He walked out of the room slowly. The guys came to me and took me somewhere. I tried my maximum to get out of their hold. But all in vain, I saw Varun standing in distant, when I slowly lost my conscious.
'Varun was my only thought. How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me. I was deceived. I believed I was brave and bold and courageous. Nothing worked to him. He handled me so carefully that he turned down everything of mine. He came so close to me to do this? Such an act? Such a cowardly act?! I knew what was going to happen to me. I was to be treated a sex slave. I disowned my parents because I trusted him. I strongly believed he would be there for me through thick and thin.
He has betrayed me. Betrayal on the girl you love, it is definitely a hard hit on the girl. I remembered the interview which I saw when I was young. It had affected me a lot. It was from a prostitute where she stated that she was pushed into this by her own husband and her father. I did not want to believe her then. Now I realize how hard it was to her. Betrayal by her love.

                BETRAYAL BY HER LOVE