MAYA'S POV
I was sitting on the bay window crying my eyes out
Riley and Mrs. Matthews entered the room and once they saw I was crying the rushed to my side and sat on both my sides hugging me
"He. Said. He. Loves me" I managed to choke in between sobs
"Well? It's good isn't it??" Riley asked as they both pulled away
"I don't know, Riles he said he likes her and loves me. He's getting married with her! This is wrong"
"Wait he said he likes her??"
"Yeah and he's getting married with her while I stay behind with –again- a broken heart" I sniffled
"I'm going to fix this" Riley said running out the door
"You think she'll just get her hopes up for nothing right?" Mrs. Matthews asked and I nodded
"Well I have hope for this one" she went out the door as well
I'm alone. Again. Or should I say as always
I don't know why but I just became really depressed over the years
Of course I didn't let it show so I won't destroy my friends' happiness
Wait you know what?
I actually do know why
And I think you know too
I mean seriously
You trust someone with your life then they just do everything they can to make you un-trust them
Like oh I don't know
Cheat on you
Or leave you when they promised they'll never do that, When they know that is the thing you most afraid of
"Hey can we talk?" guess who
I rolled my eyes "No"
"Then I'll talk and you listen" he sat next to me and as usual I scooted away
This time he scooted closer and again I scooted away until we reached to the end of the bay window
He placed his palm on my thigh making me look up at him
"Look I know I hurt you. A lot. But please... can we at least be friends? I can't live knowing that you aren't in my life" he said truthfully with pain in his eyes
I looked down biting my lip
I want to be friends with him
I really do
But...
Should I?
"Stop it" I looked up
"Stop what?" I asked
"Biting your lip. You're hurting yourself"
I tried to hide my smirk knowing what he meant
"I'm serious. You're hurting yourself"
Just then I felt the taste of blood in my mouth
Oh god I guess I bit it too hard
"Ouch" I said touching my lip to find my finger full of blood
"You want me to get you something?" he asked about to get up but I stopped him
"No it's ok I'm fine."
"You sure?" I nodded
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But... you promised me SOMEDAY (Joshaya)
Fanfiction"Maya...please..." the boy with the beanie said. "Josh, come on she's not going to wake up anytime soon" Josh turned around to find his niece standing in the doorway with eyes full of tears. "No! she has to! we promised someday!" Now you're probabl...
