The Alexandra Diaries

Brotherly

Hey, hey, heyyy. It's ya girl Alyssa. I have been soooo busy lately. I will try and update this story as much as I physically and mentally can. As I said, there will be some new cast members added. I will let you know I'm being very picky on cast members this time.

"Sean!" I shout, knocking on his door.

Right as I'm about to knock again the door swings open. There stands Sean, pulling a shirt over his head. I sigh, and wait for his next bimbo to come up to the door.

"Who are you?" She snaps. What is it with him and the bitchy girls? Does he just like bitches? I look towards Sean, who is stretching.

"Get out." Sean yawns, and the girl snaps her head towards him. "Anna." Sean says, leaning against the door. "Go." The girl snaps around, walking back into the house for a few minutes.

She returns in different clothes, with a pissed off and embarrassed look on her face. "You're a pig, Sean!" She yells, and then she looks towards me. "Wow. Is she your next hoe? Is that why I have to leave?" She asks, looking me up and down.

"No. This 'hoe' is his sister." I smile sweetly at her. She rolls her eyes and storms out. I look back towards Sean with a bored expression. "I'm guessing she's your third one this week?" I ask.

"Fourth actually, but close." Sean answers grinning. My jaw drops. "Come in." He says, walking away from the door. I follow him in, closing the door behind me.

I follow him into the kitchen and sit down at the counter. He opens his fridge and pulls out a beer. "Under age drinking." I say making a tisk sound. "Grab me one." I say. He turns to me and grins.

"Now what kind of brother would give his eighteen year old sister a beer?" He asks, cocking an eyebrow.

"A pretty shitty one. Now give me one." I order. He rolls his eyes and grabs out a second beer, and hands it to me. I pop open the drink and take a drink.

I cough, the beer extremely bitter. But surprisingly I like it. I like how it warms my throat as it trickles down my throat. Sean sits down next to me, and we sit in silence. The only sound is the sound of dogs barking outside.

After two minutes of silence I start up a conversation. "For a split second I thought that I was free from Dylan." Sean turns his head towards me. "I thought about kissing Ryan today, and then I remembered Dylan. And I don't know why I care so much, I mean here he is leaving our mate bond intact and screwing other girls."

"Dylan was a dick," Sean says. "I mean, come on. When he sleeps with someone you could feel it. He's obviously moved on from you. He treated you like shit." I stare at Sean as he continues to talk. "I just don't understand how you could ever love someone like him," Sean finishes.

"I guess it was the mate bond. Or maybe I just liked the way he treated me." I say, glaring at a spot on the counter. "There were times where I was going to leave him. But I didn't. I hoped he would change for me."

"Dylan never deserved you. Even when I didn't like you I thought you deserved better. I mean, look at how everyone does whatever you ask them to," Sean says. "Dylan doesn't understand how bad he screwed up." I manage to tear my gaze away from the counter and look at Sean.

"Dylan's not the one that screwed up," I say. "I did. I've murdered so many people since I've moved here. He had every reason to leave me." Sean groans, shoving his beer away from him.

"You've officially made my beer taste bad." He says. "You're blaming yourself for Dylan leaving you. It was his fault that he left. He left because he's scared of you being in control. He wanted the control, but yet everyone put you in control."