Happiness by Your Side -ON HOLD-

Chap. 4 - My head says no but my heart says go...

OK. Nasa garden na kami. Medyo may pagka malayo din ako sa kanila dahil nga ayokong maka interrupt.

Ayan na. Mukhang nagsisimula na silang mag-usap.

<Stephanie's POV>

Whooo... Kinakabahan ako.. Anu naman kayang sasabihin nito... Gah. Ayoko na. --_--

"Um.. Stephanie.. How've you been?" Vincent

"Alright."

"You still can't forgive me?"

"Hmp.. Why would I even bother? After what you've done to me."

"I'm sorry, I--"

"Save your sorrys. I don't care." OK. Walk out time na. Paalis na ako pero hinawakan niya ako sa braso.

"Wait, Stephanie! I'm sorry. I'm sorry I broke up with you. I'm sorry I cheated on you and for hurting you." Niyayakap na niya ako ngayon. "Please believe me. I really am sorry."

Nagpupumiglas ako pero ayaw niya talaga akong bitawan. Napagod na rin ako kaya nag-stay still nalang ako.

"I told you to save your sorrys already." May tumulong luha. Ano un? Bakit may tumul? Akala ko ba wala na akong pakielam sa kanya. Sa amin. Wala na kami dati pa. Bakit naman ngayon pa to bumabalik kung nakalimutan ko na siya? Ampness. --_--

"Please hear me out. Just this once. After I've finished you can do anything you want."

I just nodded in agreement to get this over with.

"After our break up, I realized that I couldn't take it. I know I'm being selfish if I say I want us to be together again. I know I left you back then for some girl I thought I really loved. And it was so stupid of me to even think that she truly loved me back. You were the only one. The only one that loved me for myself and not for my background or anything."

I just kept staring at the floor. Hoping my tears would disappear. Hoping the pain would ease...

Bigla niya akong inakap.

"Please.. please be mine again, Stephanie. I promise you na hindi ko na muling gagawin pa ang ginawa ko sa'yo dati."

Di ko na namalayan, nakaakap na rin pala ako sa kanya. My head says no but my heart says go.

I just nodded. I can't help it. I really love him. I'll accept all the hurt and pain that I can get from this relationship, I'll endure it all, because I love him.

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To be continued... :))

Kung may typos, sorry. Pinapatulog na ako. :)