"So where umm where is Mayanna?", I asked sitting at the bar where Quincy was.
"I dropped her off at Demetria's. She wanted to be the first one there so they could just be with each other"
"Oh okay. Thanks for being a great father to Mayanna"
"It's my job. And speaking of jobs you need to look for one"
"I know. I'm going to look for one today. You know what I'll leave right now. And umm I might be back later on if I don't find somewhere else to go"
"Alright"
He left out the kitchen and went to the room I was in. I can't believe he really don't see me the same anymore. Well I can't blame him if he would've did what I did I wouldn't have looked at him the same either.
I went in my bags to see what Mayanna packed for me. I grabbed my clothes, took a shower, did my hair, and was ready to leave but I have no car.
"Quincy can you take me to go get my car"
"It's outside in the parking lot. I got it last night and yo keys are on the bar", he said not looking up from the tv.
"Alright thanks and I'm out"
I grabbed my keys off the bar and I went to the car. I sat in the car crying my eyes out before I finally left. I put make-up on to cover up the puffiness in my eyes. I was just about to drive off until my phone rang.
PHONE CALL
Me: "Hello"
Sarita: "Hey lil sis. Are you okay?"
Me: *Sniff "Yeah I'm okay I slept in front of a fan last night so I've been sniffling"
Sarita: "Uh huh so you still looking for a job?"
Me: "Yes and I need to make money fast. I don't want a regular 9-5 stuck in an office all day though and I don't want to smell like fried food either"
Sarita: "Do you still dance?"
Me: "Yeah I practice and when I go to the club you know I be in there"
Sarita: "Good then come to Babes with me. My homegirl work there and she said they have a job opening"
Me: "Alright y'all meet me there and I'll be there in 15 minutes"
Sarita: "Okay bye"
Me: "Bye"
END OF PHONE CALL
20 MINUTES LATER
I just pulled up in the parking lot of babes and it looked big on the outside. Sarita and some other girl pulled up behind me as I drove into the parking lot.
"Hey Synïa", my sister said hugging me.
"Hey girl"
"Oh Tracy this is my little sister Synïa, Synïa this is my homegirl Tracy"
"Hey nice to meet you", I said shaking her hand.
"Same here. So what make you want to be a stripper?", Tracy asked me.
"I gotta make some money. My boyfriend almost raped me and my daughter until my baby daddy came in to save us and I'm at his apartment but he not feeling me being there so the faster I can leave the better. I don't like being anywhere I'm not wanted"
"I understand that. We'll come on. Ronald is a cool dude. He respects all of us and he make sure we good. He takes care of all of us and security is everywhere so you're definitely safe. Come on so you can meet him"
I followed them inside and it was to live. It was stages everywhere with poles, a big bar, lights everywhere and U.V. light so it looked like it would glow in the dark at night. Man I want to see what this place look like at night. Tracy went inside his office and then she told me to go in there so he could interview me.
2 Hours Later
"So what happened?", Tracy asked me when I came out.
"He said I have the job and to be here tonight at 8"
"Yay let's go shopping for some clothes and celebrate. I need something to drink anyway", Sarita said standing up and walking out the club.
QUINCY'S POV
I know y'all probably think I'm wrong for treating Synïa like that but she deserve it. She my first love, the mother of my first child, my first crush my first everything and she did that to me. I would do anything for her. When she was pregnant I was right there by her side 100% of the pregnancy even when she was getting on every one of my nerves, I stuck through it and I stayed there with her. I went to every doctor appointment she had and everything. I was 15 years old handling my business like a real man. Whenever we would go out and h*es be throwing they self at me in her I face I put them in they place and let them know I was with her every time. Not sometimes, not to some females, not just in front of her face but all the time so for her to say she didn't trust me and she listened to people tell her I was cheating hurt. But now that the so called person she "loved" and he "loved" her back is gone she realize how good she had it with me. I never came home drunk, forced her to have sex, beat her, or abuse her. I guess she just don't know how many real women want a man like me and on top of that I'm a thug. What thug is that faithful and take care of his child without having to be asked and not on child support. Yeah holla at me.
Daddy I ain't worried bout nothing (nothing)
Daddy I ain't worried bout nothing (nothing)
Yeeaahh I ain't worried bout nothing
That's my ringtone for Mayanna. I recorded her singing that to me when I was feeling down one day and every time I hear it I know I'm doing my job as a father.
PHONE CALL
Me: "Hello"
#1 girl: "Daddy where is mommy?"
Me: "She's out why what's the matter?"
#1 girl: "You and mommy have to come to the party. We're having family photos and family games for her birthday party"
Me: "Okay well I'll call your mom and see where she is"
#1 girl: "No daddy y'all have to come. Please get mommy and come"
Me: "Alright I'll tell her"
#1 girl: "Thank you daddy. Love you. Bye"
Me: "Love you to. Bye"
END OF PHONE CALL
I got up and texted Synïa and told her we had to go to her birthday party and she she was on her way back here. I hopped in the shower and when I got out I out on some camo shorts, a black Obey shirt, and my black and white Chucks. I got my black and red Obey SnapBack and I put on my gold Rolex, sprayed my Gucci cologne and waited for Synïa to come and get dressed. That was one thing about her she didn't take forever to get dressed. When she came through the door she walked to the room got in the shower and came back out.
"Q I'm ready", I looked up at her and she was looking hella sexy. She had on a pink swim suit that had different designs on them. It was a two piece but she had a white cover up but you could still see through it. She had a belly ring and a tattoo on her stomach and it was showing so it was real sexy and she had on some booty shorts.
"Aight let's go"
"Wait you wearing that to a swim party?"
"Yeah you wearing that to a kid party?"
"This is just what I'm wearing to get in the pool but I'm changing after that and I'm going to work after we leave so when we come back I can jut drive straight to work"
"You got a job already?"
"Yeah. The faster I'm out of your hair the better. Come on let's go before we have to hear from. Mayanna", when she walked out the door I locked the door and went to the car. It took us about 15 minutes to get there and man it was little kids everywhere. I was looking for Mayanna but she wasn't in the house so I went outside and she was in the pool with her mom. Now how she find her before I did?
"Daddy!", she ran out the pool and tried to jump on me but I held my hands out. My swag killing and she finna get me wet.
"Hey mamas you having fun?"
"Yeah. Look theres the photographer let's go take pictures"
"Wait. When you done swimming and stuff we can take pictures. Take pictures with yo mom since y'all both in y'all swim clothes"
"Okay"
They took pictures and then we ended up doing a whole bunch of stuff. This fool had so many games out for these kids and they had cakes and cupcakes and brownies. All these kids finna be hyper and some of them is staying here.
"Quincy I have to be at work in a little but can you take me back to your place?", Synïa said coming up to me.
"Yeah let's go", we said goodbye to Mayanna, we got our pictures we took and left.
SYNÏA'S POV
When we got back from the birthday party I went in the house, took a shower, got my outfit I was wearing tonight and I walked in the room looking for my shoes I just had out.
"Quincy have you seen my black high platforms?"
"No I haven't seen them"
"Oh my gosh I just bought those", I looked under the bed and there they were. "Alright I'm out"
"Wait where you work you need to wear platforms?"
"Just a job I can make some money and get out your hairs. I'll see you later", I walked out the house and I locked the door behind me.
When I drove to the club it wasn't anybody there yet. I walked to the dressing room and I met all the other girls there and they were cool. They showed me around and what to do and how to get money, all the rules, and I was good. Now it's time to get to work. The club is packed and when I heard my name I went out and danced. I was dancing to Bandz A Make Her Dance and I got into the dance and money was flying everywhere. I've been dancing since I was little so I could do the splits and I knew a whole bunch of different dance moves so I just applied it to the pole and man I was working it.
When I got back to Quincy's it was like 5 in the morning. I had all my money and now all I have to do is count it. I knocked on the door and when Quincy opened the door he was just in his boxers showing off his 8 pack, rubbing his eyes.
"Hey did I wake up?"
"Yeah it's 5 in the morning", I came inside and he locked the door behind him and went back to the room. Yesterday I slept in the bed but since he sleep I'll just sleep in Mayanna's bed. I got in the shower and when I got out I just had a big shirt on and my panties. I was about to walk out the room when I heard Quincy.
"Where you going?"
"I'm going to Mayanna's room I see you sleep and I don't want to kick you put your room"
"Girl if you don't come get in this bed", I looked at him like are you okay. "Don't look at me like that come get in the bed"
I got in the bed and I was as far away from him as I could be with out falling off the bed but he scooted over a little and then pulled me in closer to him. He wrapped his arms around me and I just cuddled in his arms. I can't lie I miss going to sleep in his arms.
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Confessions: Thug and his Baby Mama
JugendliteraturQuincy is a thug who goes through ups and down with his baby mama and their daughter. She does everything he doesn't want her to do. Both of them go through things as young parents and try to work it out when Synïa gets a new job and meets someone n...