Confessions: Thug and his Baby Mama

Chapter 6-Reunited

"Daddy", she let her down and she ran into my arms and I picked her up hugging and holding her.


"Yo everybody out. Mayanna go with your uncles", I put her down and she ran to Wood as they were walking out the house.


"I can't believe this. Why did you stage yo death?"


"I thought you loved me why didn't you come for me?"


"BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD"


"So what. You didn't even try to look for my body, or even try to find the people that killed me. Out of everything we've been through together. We have a daughter together that you let get kidnapped. You're 20 years old I'm 19 we had Mayanna when I saw 14 years old and you actually let somebody kill me and you didn't do anything about it", I felt bad because she had tears rolling down her face and I hated to see her cry.


"I'm sorry but yeah I did. I'm the only person my daughter have and I'm not about to lose my mind and go to jail with her having nobody out here. I just put her through enough and I'm happy you did that though and thanks for opening my eyes. I guess I'll see you later, I'm taking my daughter back home"


"No you're not. I did this so you would be a better father and I wanted to know if you were responsible enough to take care of my child"


"See that's where you're wrong. This is our child okay and you crazy thinking I'm going to just sit here and let you keep her after what you pulled"


"She could've been dead if she was really kidnapped by somebody else. She told me she wanted to play with you before she went to bed because y'all haven't been spending a lot of time together and you just told her to go to bed because you were working. Now no matter what I'm going through my daughter comes first which is why when she seen me she didn't scream. At first it was just Ted and when she seen him she walked straight to him, she's never seen him in her life now why is my baby going go complete strangers? Huh!?


"Look I know I was messed up for doing that but I'm just trying to give her what I never had"


"You're just giving her material things she's a little girl she also needs love Quincy. I may not have been here but she knows I have and always will love her and she told me she doesn't feel you love her anymore. I nearly cried when those words came out of her mouth"


"Then that proves it right there that neither one of us are parent material"


"Yeah we aren't, we had her at a young age and neither one of us were ready but we both bring stuff to the plate. It takes a village to raise a child so I think it's better that we both raise her together, besides she needs both of us in her life"


"So you think we just supposed to be one big happy family? Naw I lost all respect for you. You was supposed to be the love of my life and you faked yo death and kidnapped the one female important to me"


"I just said we should raise her together not live together or nothing like that. Beside I'm with somebody who loves me. I did the same thing to him, I sent him the same pictures I sent you and guess what? He came for me unlike you"


"Well did he have yo child? Didn't think so. You still acting childish, I'm to grown to be playing games with you"


"You wasn't saying that about me every time you was hitting now were you? You wasn't complain got calling me a child when I was yelling yo name giving birth now were you? You took my childhood and I'm getting it back no matter what I have to do to get it"



"You gone be a bitter old woman and I know you gone be trying to live yo youth through my daughter. Before we had sex I told you this is grown people stuff and if you want it then be ready for what comes after it and I said you don't have a childhood no more after this and you said you was ready"


"I know I said that but I didn't get pregnant the first time we had sex now did I? No I didn't we had been have sex for as long as I can remember before Mayanna was born. And I did it because I LOVED you. But you know what it don't matter no more"


"Mommy, daddy", Mayanna yelled coming back in the room where we were.


"Hey baby girl. You hungry?", Synïa asked picking her up.


"Yea mommy I am hungry, listen to my tummy", she pulled up her belly and she listened to it.


"Wow you are hungry. What you want to eat mamas?"


"Umm Olive Garden"


"Wow most kids ask for Mc Donald's", I said jumping in.


"I know but I like Italian food daddy, and besides granny is Italian, podaddy is half black half German but I haven't tries German food yet" {Synïa's parents}


"Okay Mayanna how about you go and change out of your pajamas and we can go"


"Yay we're going to be a family again. Come on mommy and daddy", she grabbed both of our hands and walked into one of the bedrooms I had and we helped her get dressed.




When she finished getting dressed we all went out to go eat. We stayed there talking but I felt uncomfortable and my poor little girl think me and her mom and together again. I don't know how to tell her we aren't.


"Well y'all we came here, did what we had to do and now it's time to go. Synïa I wish you the nest of luck on whatever you gig going on in yo life and whoever you with and I will see you later", I picked up Mayanna because she fell asleep in her chair and we walked out the restaurant.


"I'm not leaving, give me my daughter", Synïa came I front of me trying to get her but I'm 6'5 and she 5'10, yeah she super tall but not tall enough.


"No I'm not living out here and you don't deserve to keep her so you gone move back to Houston"


"I'm not going that far..."


"How about y'all meet in the middle and move to Atlanta, it's a new life for the three of y'all and neither one of y'all is doing more than the other", Lalani said.


"Yeah I'm down"


"I am to", Synïa said. We left the restaurant and went back to the house. I packed all of out stuff and I let Synïa take Mayanna since she have all her stuff and we met at the airport. I had the crew go back home and they gone finish business out there and they gone mail me all my stuff.


When we landed we went to a hotel and since they were all booked we had to share a suit.


"Daddy can you read to me?", Mayanna said holding a book in her hands.


"Umm you know what your mom hasn't been here so how about mommy read tonight"


"No you both can make up a story together and we can popcorn it"


"Popcorn it. What do you mean popcorn?", Synïa said walking over to her tickling her.


"Haha mommy I mean I start it off and then you keep telling the story, stop and then daddy tells the rest of it"


"Okay. Come on get under the covers", I said tucking her in.


M-Mayanna. S-Synïa. Q-Quincy


M: "Once upon a time in a near by village was a queen and King...


S: "The King and queen knew each other since they were younger and decided to have a little prince or princess..."


Q: "The queen and King ended up have a beautiful baby girl that they loved very much until the queen ran away...", I looked up at Synïa and just put her head down and looked at Mayanna.


M: "The princess and King were really sad about the Queen so they got real close until the King got to busy for the princess and she felt like running away..."


Me: "Wait a minute is this a part of the story or is that how you really felt?", I said looking at Mayanna.


"Yes daddy that's how I felt. I wanted to go to grandmas and never ever come back. We used to be real close but then after mommy left and Lalani came you started working more and we weren't as close and you wouldn't play with me anymore"


"I'm so sorry. Why didn't you tell me that's how you felt?"


"Daddy I'm 5 I'm still a kid and you would've just sent me to my room"


"No I wouldn't have. How about this, from now on whenever you're feeling like something you tell me and I promise to listen okay"


"Promise?", she said sticking her pinky out.


"Promise", I wrapped my pinky around hers and kissed it.




We continued the story until she fell asleep and I so did I. I pulled the couch out to make it a bed and Synïa slept on the other bed they had in there. This is going to be some life but I love my daughter and I wouldn't change it for the world.