Gerard's POV
"Gerard, I'm scared" Frank was beside my bed, trembling and looking so small.
"Hey, there's nothing to be afraid of here" I got up in my bed still sleepy.
"I know, but I just...."
"Come here" I stretched my arms. He curled in my arms and I felt him relax.
"Here, you are cold" I took my blankets and covered us both.
"Gerard, I have something to tell you" he got up and looked at me. His face was so adorable, he looked so perfect in my, on him oversized, Green Day t-shirt that I wanted to kiss him so badly. I thought I was going to cry out in frustration. He took a deep breath.
"Gerard, I'm gay. And before u say anything let me finish. I really like you. And I know you don't feel the same. That's okay. I just wanted to get it out" he spilled it so fast I barely understood him. When words came to my mind my only reaction was shock.
Frank looked away. His eyes filled with tears "I, I think I'll go now..." He began to turn around. I crushed my lips on his and wrapped my arms around him. He responded in a split of a second. My heart threatened to burst inside my chest. My happiness wasn't expressible in words.
"You don't hate me?" Frank asked when we finally separated, both breathing heavily
"No. I could never hate someone as perfect as you are"
"I'm not perfect. I'm so far from perfect word can't even describe it" he smiled half sadly.
"You are perfect to me" I kissed him again. He kissed so well. I wanted to drown my self into him until there's nothing left of me. I felt his tongue on my lower lip. Seeking entrance. As we deepened the kiss tension grew. I turned him so I was on top of him now. Holding on my knees. I went down, planting kisses on his jaw and down the neck. His shirt got in the way, I held his t-shirt for a moment and then took it off with his help. I found his mouth again and as we made out he turned us so he was on top now. He traced my chest bone and planted a hand on my stomach (I always sleep shirtless). He looked down at me
"I've never done this before..." He looked awkward
"Hey, that's ok. We don't have to do anything" I smiled.
"Thank you" he smiled and banded forward and crushed his lips on mine. I hugged him and he fell asleep in my arms. That emptiness I have been feeling since he left was gone now. Replaced by a feeling of completeness. It felt right.
I never fell asleep happier
stay beautiful, keep it ugly xoxoxox
a word of wearing it gets a bit more steamy after this
~Kat~
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