Untitled (frerard)

take away the pain

two chapters in one day :D

this one is a bit shorter but still

Gerard's POV

Frankie lived with Ray across the town for a month now. My room seemed empty without him in it. We texted all the time, but that's not the same. I miss him so much...

I went to school but I honestly didn't even know which class I'm on. I paid attention only on art. That's the only thing I'm good at. I draw every day. It's my way of expressing my self. My life was bad again.

I washed my face and opened bathroom locker to take shave kit when I saw my blazes. Since I met Frankie I haven't done any self harm. I didn't need to. Now when he's gone, all the pain is back. He was the only one who could take away the pain. He is so awesome. "How can you think you deserve him?" Thought shot trough my head. I don't deserve him, realization stroke me. I don't. He likes me. I cut my mind off.

No he doesn't, you are his charity case.

I'm not! He likes me! He loves me!

Really? What makes you so sure?

Shut the fuck up! I say shut up! I was so angry at my mind. Overthinking ruins everything. It just wouldn't shut up. I grabbed one of the blazes and before I knew what's happening lines of blood showed up. Physical pain shut my mind off. It was silent again. I just looked at my blood running down into the sink...

"Why have you done it again!?" Frankie cried

"How did you know?" I was shocked. When I walked out my front door Frank was standing on the porch. He just took my sleeve up and looked as if he already knew.

"We have connection. Humans don't sense it. I know when you are in pain, or upset" he said distantly, still holding my arm. He slowly bend down and kissed my wounds. I flinched slightly at every touch. He put the bandage back.

"I have to go back to school" he said and desappeared. I went to school

poor thing :(

everything in life can be better or worse than it is. so be happy the way things are

~meggie~