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problems in paradise

Gerard's POV

"Gerard!" I woke up instantly. Mom was knocking on the door "What did I say about locking your doors!?" She wouldn't shut up about that door locking thing. But is better that she sees locked door than a naked guy next to me. Frank was still sleeping despite my mum's yelling.

"I'll unlock it in a minute!" I yelled back. I got out of bed and Frankie moaned in sleep, he is sooo cute. I opened the door to see my mum standing with laundry basket

"Give me your laundry. You can throw his in, too" she looked at Frankie still asleep under blankets.

"Ok" I gathered all our laundry and handed it over to mum. I was half asleep the whole time, it's to early for me to get up. Still two hours of sleep are ahead of me before going to school.

I woke up instantly aware of emptiness in my bed. I got up and looked around. No sign of Frank. Never mind, he is somewhere in house. I went to put on some clothes and brush my teeth, habit I have for years. Coffee doesn't taste as good if I don't brush my teeth in the morning.

"Morning, Sleeping beauty", Frank was in the kitchen making coffee. Mikey was sitting behind the counter silent and expressionless as usual.

"Morning" I smiled. I walked over and kissed Frankie. Mikey instantly made noise of dying cat "I'm fine with u being gay and everything and I won't tell mum or dad. But that doesn't mean I'm okay wit you guys making out when I'm around."

"Ok Mikes. No more" I had connection with my brother, we were friends. It's nice and I'd like to keep it that way.

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I couldn't concentrate on school at all. All I could think of was last night. What I said to Frank was true, I had boyfriends before, but it wasn't like this. Never so deep. Everything about this was right, like we were meant to be. Guided by some force greater than us. Or something like that.

When school finished I didn't remember even what classes I went to, far from actually learning something useful.

"My mom came to school" Frank looked like he was sick.

"What happened? Is everything okay?" I grew worried.

"No. Everything is not okay. She is sending me to home for children with no parents. I'm going to be foster kid" Frank hugged me tightly, tears running down his face

"Hey, common, let's go somewhere more private and then we'll work it out." We walked to the cemetery. Frank cried and kept asking me what are we gonna do. I had no idea. Though it's only for couple of months it would still be terrible.

We sat on the gravestone hot from the sun.

"What will happen to us Gee?" Frank asked on edge of despair

"I don't know. Maybe you get adopted by someone good who will be ok with us"

"Gee!" Frankie stood up, "Adopt me!" It was like, idea of the century. Only problem was, they wouldn't ever allow high school student to adopt someone

"I can't. I don't fulfill the terms. I'm still a student"

"Yeah" he got sad again.

"Omg!" I got an idea" Quickly! Follow me!" I was so excited. This could be solution. I so hope it'll work....

I'm so sad. makes you so sad cuz u have no control over your own life. what solution will it be I have yet to figure out but it will be good I hope.

keep running and never let them take u alive xoxo

~Kat~