Storm (interracial)

Chapter 30 Wind

In all my years of life have I ever been that humiliated.  And believe me I've been through some horrible, despicable, horrifying events in my life.  I truly feel like I should just give up.  Every other day it was the same thing.  It was almost never ending.  How many times can a person say sorry?  Apparently not enough in this household.  The past months has been okay and that is only because I found out I was pregnant again.  Maybe this is my second chance because he's been more attentive and loving.  Maybe just maybe that this is both our second chance.  We've both done things to hurt each other and this child can bring us closer together.  Our babygirl Camille is more vibrant than ever.  She is almost one now and  she is no doubt the apple of both our eyes.

Today me and Vida, a lady that I met at a spa, are going shopping today while Arian and Camille goes to see his brother that he hasn't  seen in over twenty five years.  He invited me to go but I felt that they should have some family time.  He insisted I go with him but I was dead set on him spending time with his brother and me keeping my ladies day with Vita.  Its warm out but it feels marvelous so I decided on wearing something light and whimsical.  I put on a beige maxi dress and put my hair in a messy bun.  I was so excited today because I barely had any friends and the opportunity to have a girl day out was few and far in between. After I was finished I quickly went downstairs and kissed everyone goodbye and then made my way to the garage to my car. Since we were meeting for brunch first we decided to meet up at a quaint little restaurant named Sophie's.

Once I made it there I pulled up into the parking area and parked my car, checking myself before entering the restaurant. As soon as I made it in the restaurant I spotted Vida sitting at a table near the front window. I quickly made my way towards her. She stood and gave me a warm friendly hug. She looked impeccable with her tan skin that glowed like she been kissed by the sun, her vibrate, voluptuous hair, and her face was one that would rival Aphrodite. She look like she put little to no effort into her look. She had on a sundress with sandals on her feet but she made it look like one of the chic'est outfits to ever grace the runway.  We ate, chatted and laughed about any and everything. I learned that she had six children of whom two sets were twins.  One set was a boy and a girl and the other set was two girls,  while the two who weren't twins were boys. I couldn't help but be envious of her large family. Her life seems to be so perfect one on the other hand mine was a roller coaster ride. But I was happy to at least be acquainted with someone who has some semblance of happiness. She and her husband have been together for over 15 years. She was 32 and he was 34.  The rest of our day consisted of shopping and pampering  ourselves until the time came for us to part.  A piece of me was sad that the day was over but on the bright side I get to see my little munchkin. 

Arriving at home I swiftly make my way to the shower to freshen up before I cooked dinner. It was only six in the evening when they arrive back home.  I had cooked up a fabulous meal.  I prepared Lamb, scalloped potatoes,  Cobb salad, and cheesecake bites for dessert.  I made Mac and cheese for my little one since it's her favorite.  When they found me I was setting the table making a last few finishing touches. He placed Camille in her seat and he sat in his normal place across from me. 

"Everything looks amazing and I'm sure it taste just as good."  He said while placing his napkin on his lap.

"Thank you."  I said bashfully.

"We should talk once we're alone."  He said while taking my hand in his.  I nodded my head in agreement. For the rest of the dinner I wondered what it was that he wanted to speak about. Hopefully it's good news.

After dinner I clean up and Arian goes and prepares Camille for bedtime.  After both of us are done we meet up in our bedroom where he asks me to take a shower with him.  I explained to him that I had already showered but he was adamant that I join him. Soon as we entered the shower and the water was turned on Arian in embraced me with A smothering hug. He was squeezing me so tight that I almost felt uncomfortable.  When he released me he had a look of concern, doubt, regret, remorse, and understanding.  He cupped my face with his hands and stared intently into my eyes and said, "Please let us start over."