Three Way Relationship

22 - Sing You A Lulluby

Zayn's POV

It was hard to control Justin, to be honest, he's pretty strong.

We tried pinning him down, but he just screamed louder and louder.

Taylor quickly retrieved the first aid kit, pulling out some needle.

"Whoa, you're not drugging him." I shook my head as I kept a firm grip around Justin's upper body.

"Zayn, he's having a serious panic attack. This will just knock him out, it won't hurt him." Taylor sighed.

"Promise it won't hurt him." I gave him a warning look as Justin thrashed around again.

"I promise, Zayn." Taylor said in a serious tone.

I nodded, grabbing hold of Justin's wrist.

I firmly held it still as Taylor injected the drug into his arm.

Justin screamed again, kicking his legs so hard, that he slammed his foot into Harry's jaw, sending him flying back.

Louis instantly jumped to his boyfriends side, as did Liam.

While Taylor helped me hold Justin down.

"You ok, mate?" I called over to Harry.

"Fuck.. yeah. My jaw hurts." Harry chuckled softly as he got up.

Justin began falling limp in my arms, his eyes fluttering closed.

Taylor went over to help Harry, while I cuddled Justin up to my chest.

"Its alright, baby." I murmered, kissing his temple.

Justin groaned slightly.

I sighed, placing my hands under his knee and the other hand at his upper back.

I got up carefully, carrying Justin bridal style towards the bathroom.

I knocked on the door with my foot.

A second later, Niall opened the door.

I frowned when I noticed his red puffy cheeks.

"Ni, c'mere." I sighed, walking closer to him and letting him hug me.

I closed the bathroom door with my foot and sat on the toilet with Justin in my arms. Niall sat on his knees, cuddled beside me.

I swallowed, deciding to sing a song for Justin and Niall,

"And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow.

You're the closest to heaven, that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now.

All I can't taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life.

Sooner or later its over, I just don't want to miss you tonight."

I snuggled closer to Niall and Justin.

Softly singing to them,

"And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am."

I leant my head on top of Niall's, as I rubbed Justin's back.

This song and the lyrics made sense in this situation.

I wanted so badlt for Justin to see it was me, his Zayn.

And I knew Niall was struggling to deal with seeing Justin like this.

Niall wasn't one to like watching either of us lose it.

Everytime I'd have an anger outburst, he'd get worried and come close to tears.

He was sensitive when it came to meltdowns.

And right now, I knew I needed to take care of both of them.

They both needed me.

I don't care if someone would say I needed to focus fully on Justin, but the fact is, I'm dating Niall too.

The whole point of us being together is that we love each other more than anything, and we'd never let either of us down.

"Zayn?" Niall whispered.

I turned my head to kiss his cheek, "Hm?"

"I'm sorry... about running out. I-I should've helped, I shouldn't run off like that.. Its selfish, and wrong of-"

"Niall." I stopped him, sending him a small smile.

Niall swallowed, looking down.

"I love you, so does Justin... I understand, you were scared... heck, so was I. If I was in your position too, I bet I'd do the same." I sighed, looking at Justin, "Don't think for one second, that you did a bad thing, because I get it... watching him slip into that, right before our eyes, ...It felt like I... we lost him."

"I don't want to lose him..." Niall placed a hand on Justin's.

"And we won't." I licked my lips.

"How do you know?" Niall looked at me.

"Because we won't let him, Ni." I nodded.

"We're taking him to the hospital, right?" Niall asked, "I know Taylor said we need to call the police first, and I agree, but he's definitely getting some medical help, right?"

I nodded, "Though its gonna be hard to see him in a hospital, yeah... he needs proper treatment. Plus, he was ra-ahem, you know... I want to make sure that he's alright from that."

"You're brave, Zee." Niall sighed.

I shook my head to disagree.

"Don't deny it. Even when both your boyfriends are hurt, you seem to pull yourself together for them... I-I don't think I could do that... at least not without you..." Niall frowned.

"Niall, babe, bravery comes in many different terms, you're brave. I'm just as scared as you are, trust me." I moved an arm to wrap around Niall, pulling him closer.

Niall sighed, leaning into me more as we sat in silence, staring down at Justin as he almost looked peaceful.

He's messed up, really badly, and its gonna be a long road to recovery.

But I know if I push hard enough, Niall and I will be holding his hand the whole journey.

Justin's a fighter, he'll pull through, all he needs is us to push him.

Author's Note; Sorry if its short!

I'll try and have the next chapter up asap.

So, I have like two Q's for this chapter:

1-What do you think of Niall's side of the situation? Do you understand how he feels about it, or do you think he should man-up?

2-What do you (personally) think will happen when they go to the hospital? any scenario that you think might happen?

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