Who You ?

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Jiyong's P.O.V

"You have to, you don't have a choice." advised Youngbae. He sounded harsh and serious whenever it comes to this topic.

"I tried, okay? But I just," I sighed, "can't." Finally, that word escaped from my mouth.

"Try again, harder. It's for your own good, really." Youngbae pat my shoulder in a comforting way. "I hate seeing you like this."

I gave him a faint smile. He gave me smile back and exited the room.

I sat on the couch and let out a huge sigh. It is really tiring, trying to run away from love. I buried my face in my hands while resting my elbows on my knees. I felt like crying, but I'm sick of crying. What was the point of it anyway?

I then rested my back comfortably on the back of the couch with my eyes tightly closed.

'It's for your own good.' I let the sentence repeat itself in my mind, convincing myself.

I analysed the sentence again. My own good?

I heard footsteps entering the room. I opened my eyes and saw Seunghyun hyung closing the door slowly. I smiled as he turned and looked at me.

"Hyung," I stood and greeted him, putting my hands in my pockets casually, hiding my feelings quickly.

He smiled warmly at me, "Jiyong, how are you?"

"I'm fine," I let out a faint smile. It was what I have been doing these few days.

"Come, have a seat hyung," I invited him, patting the seat next to me for him to sit.

"I brought some soju," he took out a few cans of soju.

"Great! I need some," I took one can and opened it. Thanks to Seunghyun hyung, I really need it these days. I felt like drinking five of them everyday.

We drank the soju together, drinking one after another, and had a great conversation till late at night.

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I woke up with a terrible hangover as I drank too much. Though after, I just crashed on the couch. The couch can be a really uncomfortable place to sleep at. I sat, and realised that Seunghyun hyung has left when I was asleep. I stood up and rubbed my face to make the tiredness go away. Slightly slouching, I dragged myself out of the room. I went to the carpark, got in my car and drove off, heading home. 'I need rest,' I thought.

After a long and tiring drive, my house was finally in my view. When I went inside the gates and parked the car in front of my house, the gates closed automatically. I turned off the engine and went inside, trying to resist the need to just sleep on the floor. Opening the bedroom door, I ran and jumped on my bed, missing the comfortable and soft duvet.

Switching on my phone, I immediately scroll through instagram and snapchat, even though my eyes were begging to be rested. My eyes closed involuntarily and my phone fell on the bed softly and I went to sleep right after.

End of P.O.V

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Seunghyun's P.O.V

"Hyung."

A voice behind me called out. I turned around and saw Youngbae, smiling and waving at me. I smiled back and walked towards him.

"Hey."

"Coffee? On me. I want to talk to you about something." He offered without hesitation.

"Alright, I'll drive." I slung my arm around his shoulder and pulled him towards the car.