Forgotten (Book 1 Rewrite)

Good Enough

*Emma's P.O.V*

Me an the girls are filming today the song I wrote all last night. We started the video.

(E:Emma, B:Brianna, S:Stassie, A:Abby)

A:"Hey guys we're back with a new song Emma wrote last night its called 'Good Enough' and we decided to sing it today so let's get started"

A: I am the diamond, you left in the dust
I am the future, you lost in the past
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappear

You stole the love that I save for myself
And I watched you gave it to somebody else
But these scars, no longer I hide
I've found the light, you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.
I'm sorry for the smile I'm wearing now.
Guess I'm still not good enough.

S: Does it burn?
Knowing I used all the pain
Does it hurt?
Knowing you're fuel to my flame
Don't look back, don't need your regret
Thank god, you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you try.

E: Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.
I'm sorry for the smile I'm wearing now.
Guess I'm still not good enough.

B: Release your curse
'Cause I know my worth
Those wounds you made are gone
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I'll never win
You want the best
I'm sorry, that's clearly not me
This is all I can be

All:
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.
I'm sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough.

E:"Thanks guys for listening love you buy"

We stopped recording and Stassie uploaded it and all the girls turned to me.

"What's happen yesterday no excuses spill"

"He told me that maybe it was a good thing he cheated on me" I said and the tears streamed down my eyes and Stassie instantly hugged me.

"I'm sorry Ems but just a couple more days and it will be over" she said and I nodded as I wipped my eyes

"Ummmm we all have to go out to the fair tonight management told luke that" Abby said I nodded

"We're all going in a limo" she said and I nodded

"I'm going to get ready since it's 6:30" I said and they nodded and left

I walked to my closet and grabbed a white crop top and black skater skirt my Hightops and a floral crown.

I turned my water on and got in letting the warm water relax me. I did what I had to do and shaved. I got out and dressed myself, I blow dried my hair and wand my hair and walked out a slipped my shoes on and walked to my make up table. 

I did a nude smokey eye, I walked down to see the girls ready, just by timing the bell rang and we walked to the door.

"Hey guys" Abby said as we got eyed as I caught luke staring at me.

"What" I snapped as he shot his head to me

"U-uh nothing" he said as we saw paparazzi so which made me grabs luke hand.

We walked to the limo and got in as we where all in I scooted away from luke.

"Emma just stop why don't yo-"

"Because I don't want to here your excuses luke you hurt me and right know I just feel like calling it quite with this 'relationship' and just not caring anymore luke you left me thinking that you actually loved me luke and I fell head over heals for you but that's all gone because you proved new wrong" I said an he looked at me in shock as I wipped my tears for the second time today.

"I love you luke and I don't want to hurt again I just want to stop this before it hurts me more" I said and I open the door on the side of the road and the car stops on the side as I got off and walked as tears just came down.

"Emma sweetie get back in it late" I heard Brianna say I just walked

"Emma Rose Hernandez get back here" Stassie shouted I just walked in walked until it rain I felt someone grab my waist and pull me into them

"Emma I'm not letting you slipped away I love you and arzealya is nothing she faked a pregnancy so I could be with her, Emma I love you when I left I was hoping you would like me back to emma I love you and I don't want to let you go" Luke said

"Luke just stop please stop, your hurt me enough please just stop an let me go luke" he just let go I moved from his arms as it started raining more like pouring.

"Luke I'm sorry I ju-" I was cut off by him smashing his lips on mine the rain pouring down on us

I never wanted this moment to end but then I felt hurt that I was letting him do this. I wish I wasn't so easy to get to and I wish I didn't have to say this.

But Luke Hemmings my weakness..............

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