Until We Met (One Direction fanfic)

We Already Established This (Chapter 26)

Chapter 26

Lilly's POV

After I slammed the door with all my might, I sunk on the floor, crying.

How could things turn out this bad? It was supposed to be a way to get away from all the drama and grief from back home and instead the drama finds me here.

Ugh, boys suck. Why didn't I choose to stay in Ireland?

I banged my head against the door while repeating to myself,

stupid stupid stupid stupid.

No matter where I go I still have to deal with this hell that I call my life. I just need a chance to escape it even for one minute.

I can't go back to the US, I can't go to Ireland, and I can't stay on tour with these boys. I'm so done with everything I can't take all this stress and attention. I wish I never had anything to do with the five of them in the first place.

I wish there was some way to escape,

I wish there was some way for me to forget them,

I wish that it was possible for all of this to stop, the texts, the fighting, and most importantly the heartbreak.

I know that at this point none of these three things are possible because I have let myself fall too deep into their world.

I let myself fall against my bedroom door, started to cry, and choked a sob. This is way too much for me to handle on my own. Whenever I try to find help it seems to keep backfiring and hurting the boys already strained relationship even more.

I could faintly hear muffled talking from the other side of the door and I tried to focus on the sounds of their voices.

"Louis you need to calm down, you're making this worse than it is already." I finally realized that it was Zayn and it made me a mix of angry and disappointed again.

How could Louis do that? Zayn is one of his best friends and I'm someone who he's met less than six months ago. As much as I would want him to believe me, he should definitely trust someone who has been at his side for four years now.

Not only am I going to be in the tabloids for breaking Louis' heart, but I also will be in there for breaking up the boys.

"What's worse than my girlfriend cheating on me with my best friend for some unknown reason?" Louis questioned bitterly.

That comment forced me to snap. I quickly got up from my curled up position on the floor and looked around my room. Something inside me made the anger just pump through my veins and I threw everything from my desk onto my floor along with the posters on my walls.

As I did all of this tears were streaming down my face and I made no effort to push them out of my eyes. In the middle of doing this, I was completely oblivious to the door opening behind me. I could feel a presence behind me after my actions were done, but I didn't feel like turning around and meeting their confused looks that they were probably giving me.

I took my shaking hands and wiped both of my tear stained cheeks. As I was struggling to complete this task, I felt sparks float through my arm as a hard guided my arm to my face.

I gained the courage somewhere deep inside of me and I glanced at the person beside me. I wasn't surprised to see that it was in fact Louis.

No one else can make me feel the way he does with a simple touch, but I knew that nothing would ever be the same between the two of us ever again. There are many things that the two of need to do, but the biggest thing is just to talk. We need to be honest with each other and stop wrecking the relationships of people around us because ours is suffering.

So, with the sudden confidence boost inside me I gained the courage to say,

"Louis we need to talk, about everything."

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I am so sorry that I have been on a writing hiatus for such a long time. I could never find it in myself to write this chapter because I had no clue where to start.

I finally sat down today and decided that I should keep you guys waiting any longer. I thank those of you who were patient and waited for this update, I love you all so much :)

I hope to update this within the next month or so, but like always things come up and I make no promises.