I'm not your Luna. And I don't want to be.

Chapter 13

As I laid there with my mate, I wondered if I felt the same way. I couldn't. Remember the first impression he made on you. Rude, snobby, too boastful, obnoxious, hot- Maybe just a little. Or a lot. I was lucky honestly. I never thought my life was a sappy love story until now. The girl gets hurt by one boy in the past and refuses too love again while someone tries to love her. That was my problem. I pushed anyone who offered me love away. I flinched when he wrapped an arm under my waist.

"Alexis?" Alec whispered.

I stayed quiet and just breathed slow as possible.

"I see your eyes, they glow in the dark." Alec said running fingers through my hair.

I put my hand on his chest and just nuzzled into his side.

"Did you hear what I said?" He asks.

"Yes, Alec." I mumbled.

"I do..." Alec admits.

"Okay." I say feeling sorry about how selfish I was being.

"I'm going too take a walk." Alec said getting out of bed and leaving me.

My body became cold and I was restless. I closed my eyes for at least fifteen minutes before finally going too sleep.

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"Hey Lexie, wanna go to the park?" His voice gave me chills as I stared at Jackson, my heart breaker.

His dirty blonde hair was ruffled and in perfect places, his hazel eyes look excited.

"Yeah." I retorted.

We walked side by side and hand in hand too the park, we were both 13 and stupid. My grandma always told me that love could be managed at whatever age, but you'll find love when you see your mate. Your stomach fill with butterflies and you'd be in love for entirety. I sort of felt that way with Jackson. I was the happiest little girl ever. We entered the park and went on the dock that viewed a lake. We sat at the end of the dock with our legs curtaining over the side.

"I wish you were my mate." Jackson said looking at me with sad eyes.

"Well, we don't know till one of us turns 16." I say managing a small smile.

He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder like he usually did in deep thought.

"We should run away together. Forget find our rightful mates." He said.

"I couldn't do that. My father and my grandmother, I love them too much to sacrifice them." I say.

"But would you? If you had no family?" He asks.

"Of course, I think I'm..." My words stopped.

"You think your what?" He asks.

"Nothing... Just nothing." I say.

"Please Lex." He begged looking at me.

"I'm not sure if I am though." I say.

"Just say it!" He pleaded.

"I think I'm in love with you." I uttered.

"Think? You've got to know wether you are or are not! That leaves me confused!" He exclaims.

"I-I don't know! I-" My words got cut off from a hand too my face.

"Don't even say that. I can't believe you. You're a whore and a little piece of trash. No wonder your mother died- she couldn't handle having a bitch as a child!" Jackson growled at me before shoving me in the icy cold water.