a/n just changing all the titles to make it easier to know what chapter it is
tyler and josh have always been together.
not together together; just two best friends together.
they did anything you can think of together .
everybody would think they were in a relationship.
they would only joke about it and say silly things.
the videos they did speaking about kissing.
it was all a joke.
even though a part of them wanted it to be true.
they went everywhere together.
if one was hungry so was the other.
if one needed to use a restroom so would the other.
if one wanted to watch a movie so would the other.
if one wanted to cuddle so would the other.
if one cried so would the other.
they acted as a perfect couple.
it was never true because they weren't a couple.
they traveled the world together.
they got to see new things together.
they meet lots of people who helped them.
but traveling the world also helped discover things.
things that hurt discovering.
things that were scary for both boys to discover.
they were distance because of these discoveries.
they didn't want to discover those things but they did
they were afraid.
josh had his girl and tyler had his wife.
neither ever wanted to see their girls be hurt.
they loved their girls,
but they didn't get the same feeling anymore.
they wouldn't get butterflies with their girls.
but they felt them when they were together.
they would play their hearts out for each other;
and for all the fans everywhere around.
but when tyler would play that special song;
he would glance at josh.
scared if he ever spoke he would destroy everything.
josh was the same.
he would watch tyler play that special song;
hoping that one day tyler could play it to him.
josh thought that was a long shot.
josh had his girl and tyler had his own.
one night tyler and his girl were on the bus,
josh couldn't help but be heartbroken,
he wanted to be her!
he wanted his lips on tyler;
but he couldn't think that way,
he wouldn't.
and that broke him every time he thought that.
that night he went out and ordered himself a drink.
he's never done that but he needed it,
like he needed tyler.
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i was like thinking of making this like a huge one shot but now i'm going to break it down into chapters, hope you enjoy!
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cancer - joshler
Fanfiction"cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" tyler has cancer and doesn't know how to break it to josh. ©seejosh
