josh was so in love,
with everything having to do with tyler.
the way tyler would breathe.
the way tyler talked.
the way tyler would put his hair.
the way tyler would drop everything,
if josh started talking.
the way tyler would look at him.
the way tyler walked.
the way tyler laughed so hard,
his nose would open wide and the way it sounded.
the way tyler sweated.
the way tyler hugged him.
the way tyler lips felt on his.
everything about tyler was prefect inside out.
he can't imagine living in a world without him.
neither could tyler.
because tyler loved josh so dearly.
he couldn't get enough of josh.
he wanted to kiss josh every second of the day.
and not out of lust,
never out of lust.
but out of love.
he would love josh to the end of his days.
tyler thought that would be many years from now.
he thought one day they would start a family,
then their kids would would make them grandpas.
that's what they hope for.
that's all they ever wished for.
all they ever dreamed about.
they talked about how many years had gone by,
without one telling the other,
they loved each other.
they're the couple everyone thought was cute.
everyone would admire them.
tyler always wore a smile on his face.
so did josh.
they were happy they were finally going out.
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it's been 3 weeks since they started going out,
and tyler still throws up.
josh knows something is wrong with tyler.
but he doesn't want tyler to do something,
he's not comfortable doing.
so he doesn't pressure tyler,
on go to the hospital.
josh is always worried though,
tyler tells him not to.
tyler knows something is wrong too.
every time he eats he needs to throw up,
he wanted to cancel the rest of the tour,
but he couldn't do that to the fans.
tyler just hoped he would never throw up on stage.
it was only 2 more weeks of tour.
then tyler and josh would move in together.
they couldn't wait till they finally got to live together.
they talked about having a four bed room house,
one room for them.
one room for a guest.
and the other two rooms,
for their two children they dreamed about.
they wanted a josh jr and a tyler jr.
they thought it would be cute,
and they could carry on twenty one pilots,
when tyler and josh thought it was time to retire.
that was something scary the boys thought about.
one day they won't play shows,
one day they won't be singing
or playing drums.
one day they won't write anymore songs.
or they won't get on the crowd.
maybe people will forget they ever existed.
maybe fans will forgot the shows they saw them at.
maybe fans will forget when they meet them.
or maybe they'll forget there ever was,
a josh dun and tyler joseph.
or a twenty one pilots.
and that really scared them.
that and death always made them terrified.
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cowboys just played at the 49ers stadium and the cowboys won it was a good day
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cancer - joshler
Fanfiction"cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" tyler has cancer and doesn't know how to break it to josh. ©seejosh
