Heart Of The Forsaken

Someday.

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NO! No darn it, this isn't right! I can't stand the way my feelings are spinning and shifting. I love Kin, and I think I have from the moment I first laid eyes on him, despite the way I feel for him, I can't help but feel this overwhelming sense of guilt.

The worst thing is, I feel guilt for Kin, for allowing me to do what I did, with Zeke while knowin I was his mate. The pain he must have felt deep in his soul, knowing that while I lay with Zeke, that he was the one truly meant for me. I betrayed Kin with Zeke, and in turn Zeke betrayed us. I don't understand why I feel no guilt about not being with Zeke, he truly beloved I was his mate. How is that even possible? Kin doesn't know how it was possible either, his amulet keeps me from feeling his mate pull. It's a very strong magic, but there is nothing powerful enough, or at least not known if, that can create a false mate pull. If there is then its a very dark magic. No one should mess with the moon goddess like that.

After my huge temper tantrum as Kinny called it, he calmly explained in perfect detail, what happened in the forest with Zeke. I asked Severin to see if he could find any trace if him. He, along with Spyke went out about three hours ago to try to track him down. They haven't come back yet and Severin has been staying rather silent. I don't k ow if that's because out bond isn't strong enough to reach through the distance if it it's because something happened to them. I'm praying its just the bond we share is subpar.

Choosing to take my mind off of things, I decide that I should work on my magic with Thorne. He, and Drake have been awfully silent since the battle between Kin and Zeke. Drake has fully recovered from his injury and has been spending a lot if time with Rayven as of late. Drake days they are just working in battle plans, if it ever comes to out right battle they think we should be prepared, and battle strategy.

I just want there to be able to be a someday to my future, to k ow that someday I will be able to be with my mate and not have to look over my shoulder every second of every day in fear that someone will be there holding a silver dagger. Or wondering which one if the people I trust the most will next turn on me. Someday I want to just run for the pure joy of it, not run because what is begin me is scarier than what is ahead of me. I just want my someday.

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I sit quietly and watch my tiny little mate put himself in the direct line of large balls of energy thrown by Thorne, just to prove to himself that he's capable of forming a solid shield, capable if holding up to multiple energy sources. He truly is stronger than even prophecy said he would be. I'm in awe as I watch him throw shields out around him, an watch a his control grows to the point of being able to capture the energy itself. All of this without his brother here. I can I only imagine the strength of his power when connected with his brother.

So deep in my thought, I startle slightly when I hear Severin's voice in my head, "bad news brother, we lost his trail, it appears he crossed paths with several other wolves, and covered his scent with theirs. The worst news is that it seems that these wolves have been walking our borders, maybe trying to find a vantage point to enter without being detected. Now the truly horrible news, it appears as thought the wolves are not the only ones in the area."

Fuck! Could ever just be a damn good day? Ever any fucking good news? "Shit! How many are you thinking?" "It's hard to say for sure, but I'm thinking at least 10 wolves, a handful of vampires and a dash of other supers for added flavor. It's just such a mix out here that its fan near impossible to even catch your own scent. Spyke and I are going to stick around out here for a while, Koa's on his way out here as well. Our odds of getting taken by surprise is a lot less with a third party listening." "Alright, just let me know if anything happens out there."

Damn it someday everything would be alright, we can stop expecting the worst to happen any moment. Someday I can just let my walls drop and let the beautiful creature I call me mate inside. Let him see me relax in his arms, have him feel my kisses an my gentle touches. Someday he will know the love I have for him, and someday everything would be perfect.

Someday, I will know what it's like to see the flush of hear cover my mates body as my mouth pleasures him, someday I will hear his moans and whimpers of pleasure. Someday I will hear him cry my name in ecstasy as I take him over the edge with the pleasure my body could administer on his own soft and beautiful body.

To me that someday couldn't come soon enough, just thinking about it almost sends me over the edge. Smelling my desire Skyler looks over at me, and I can't help but smile slightly at seeing the playful look in his eyes. I know he feels exactly how I feel, I can smell it wafting in the air. The moment that someday comes, I know my fantasies would pale in comparison to the truth. He just isn't ready yet, he hasn't found it in his heart to forgive the lies I had to tell, and I'm completely alright with that.

Skyker smiles back at me, before turning back to Thorne just in time to stop the ball of fire that was millimeters from striking his face. Damn I am really a distraction, I think while laughing slightly. Once I finish, I take the time to realize that my laugh just now the the first to pass my lips in over 800 years. I have let my heart go cold in the time of my existence.

"Brother, I was just thinking, you know how you wanted to know if there were changes?" I heard Severin say sternly in my mind. "Yes, I so recall saying that, why?" "Well you see dear brother, things have fucking changed!" He screamed into my mind before I saw Skyler fall to the ground, with his eyes rolled back into his head.

All I can think about it that, someday none of this will matter anymore, only destinyand the fates know if we will still be alive when that someday comes.