My guardian angel

chapter 12

"Begin again"

Angel's POV

"Wha-what are you doing here?" I ask. We are now sitting beside each other leaning against the shelf I once saw mr Hedilius.

"I was buying a gift for my cousin since she really like books so I thought of stoping by here. It's the nearest book store around." He answered. He look at me and tackle the stray hair behind my ear. I give him a shy smile and avoid eye contact. I lick my lower lip as I look at the floor. It's been 10 minutes already. And I keep on thinking of apologizing to him for the treatment I gave him on the very first day I met him.

"I'm sorry if I push you too far on the other week, I didn't mean to." He started. I look at him and I see a sincere apology. He was rubbing his hands and he was also look like he's nervous. I smile back and said...

"I'm sorry too, I wasn't mad at all I swear!*raise my left hand like I really am swearing* it's just that... I don't like to be interrogate. (Lie)" he smile back and we just look at each other.

"You were murmuring a song.. Is it your favorite? The.. Uh, tag you're it?" He ask.

My smile drop and I felt scared again. I really hate that song cause it reminds me how mr Hedilius drag me and trick me.. If you listen and understand the lyrics you'd be scared too.

"Oh, I'm sorry! I'm just curious.. I'm really sorry." He spoke a sudden panic on his face. I gave him a smile and nod.

"The song I was murmuring earlier it was the song I'm scared of the most." I honestly said. He look at me with full of curiosity and weirdness.

"But you were.. Singing it I heard you." He said in a small voice.

I lean my head on the shelf and look at the ceiling.. I just notice that the ceiling was a rose window. It was pretty.

And! When a human hears a ghost sings.. You better run. It's too scary to listen. I hope I didn't scare Darren.

"I need to.. Over calm my fear of that song." I answered without looking at him. But the smile on my face was there. I can see from my peripheral vision that his looking at me.

"But, why are you afraid of that song? I mean.. Is that even possible for someone to be afraid of a song? is that some kind of phobia?" He said again. I look at him with a little smirk.

"You're one of a hell talkative Darren, and to answer your question. I think it is possible.  And to answer your first question.. I experience that song. If you listen carefully you'd know." I told him.

"Well I'm lucky to have that song on my phone so I'm just gonna listen to it for a minute. But! Don't worry I'm gonna use my earpods so you won't hear it."he said as he untangle this white string. I remember this kind of thing being wore by the human who delivers newspaper, the thing which music came out of its end.

So it's called earpods.

He insert the earpods to this thing kids always carry everywhere.(phone) he start touching as swiping the thing as it shows some pictures.

Then she he found the song he plug the earpods on his ear and listen. He close his eyes and lean back to the shelf. I observe Darren and start examining his face.

He looks so perfect.

a ache free face and it look so smooth. And his eyes is so handsome like god was the one who draw it and make it perfect. The shape of his face is cool, you can see the jaw line from a side view. (Well it is side view) and his puffing lips. How badly I want to touch it.
And his hair is fluffy. Everytime I wipe his sweat I can touch a glimpse of his hair.