My guardian angel

💚chapter 25

"Confuse"

Angel's POV

It's December 21 already! And I'm dying to know what's inside this little paper bag. The paper bag was the size of a hand bag and it's not that heavy and I can touch a soft thing and a rectangular box.

Sometimes I keep on shaking the paper bag that it's crumpled and the handles are already loose. But I don't feel guilty at all! How badly I want to ripped this little bag! And get my present inside.

Darren left. Like he always do. I'm getting use to it already and finally getting to understand this situation. He's famous so I get it when he needs to go in and out of the country. He also needs rest cause his just a human not a robot! I understand the security because he was almost killed. So let's just say I finally accept this. This is what I prayed for right? Having someone with me.

Oh if your curious on "where the hell I found those clothes when I met up with Darren cause I don't wear those kind of clothes". Well I was on the old house I found and I end up on one of the bedrooms. I saw clothes and try them all. Yeah ALL. And the only thing that was comfortable was a black knee ripped jeans and a white v neck t-shirt. I'll look weird if I don't wear something at the bottom so I wore Darren's sneakers. It was kinda big but I didn't mind. And I was surprise that it match well with my outfit. I tied my hair cause even if I'm a ghost I feel hot. And the bangs was making it worst.

About the "meeting up with the Espanto family." It was so awkward for me! Like I thought they don't like me cause their all wearing this serious face on and they keep asking questions! I lied about my age cause I really don't know how old I am but I think we–I mean Darren, have the same age. And his cousin was gaping at me! making me feel self-conscious. But I was happy that Darren stayed by my side. It was fascinating watching him protect me in front of everyone. Mentally I was smiling and observing Darren. While he was waving them off I was watching him and everything was like slow motion. I thought I was having another vision but weirdly that's what I feel whenever I look at him or just talk to him.

I'm falling.

Hard.

This is the problem having a crush to your "boy" best friend. You can't tell him you like him because your afraid that your friendship will fade considering that you like him and he don't. Your afraid that if you tell him you like him more than just a friend he'll avoid you cause he'll feel awkward with you. And also, your afraid to tell him cause your scared to know what he truly feels for you. Are you just friends or maybe you have a chance to take it up to a next level? Or maybe he only look at you like your his baby sister and nothing more? Told you this would be a big problem.

And another thing. If you have a best friend(girl) and she told you that she has a crush on this guy. you're so supportive that your doing all the move for your best friend. But what if, your also falling for your best friend's crush? Even if you didn't mean to. What would you do? Would you tell your best friend and confess you also fell for her crush?

You only have two options. "Maybe or No"

Why maybe and not yes? Well imagine your talking to your best friend in a deserted place. You told her you also like her crush. You wouldn't expect her clapping and jolly after you told her how you really feel right? You wouldn't expect that she'll hook her arms to you and walk as you both talk and giggle about this guy and support each other. Of course there's envy and jealousy. And if your getting closer to your crush she'll feel jealous and your friendship will get blurry and it might disappear because she'll thinks you steal him away from her and she'll start hanging out with other friends and start talking at your back.

The only thing that she'll be happy if you told her you like her crush is when your also admiring the same idol. I'm pretty sure she'll accept you with open arms and a wide smile. But if you like the same person and they're your schoolmate or classmate better keep it to your self. Trust me.

And why no? Well your best friend keeps telling you about this guy. His always your topic, you knew she dreams being with him, she tells you secrets she knew about him,how she ships her self to her crush. You know how possessive she is! Did she ever told you that she only wants her crush to herself and hers only and she would bit every girl that's getting near him? That's how obsess your best friend is and your going to tell her how you feel? I wonder if she'll bit you or chop you to pieces in her mind. And also one of the reason why you won't tell her cause you're afraid that your friendship will gone to waste because of a simple fight over a boy! So I rather keep my mouth shut than being torture inside her head.

But not all girls feel the same way like I tell you. Others want to be true to their friends cause they promise "no secrets and no lies" to each other. I just hope that it will turn good after you told her.

Anyway why did we landed on that kind of topic? It's a Darren fanfic for crying out loud! Not a psychology story thing.. Maybe the author was carried away by the moment. I heard she was having a hard time. Cause she's experience both problems.

Her best friend has a crush to her "boy" best friend. Poor her. And she love them both. (Chos)

Anyway back to reality. I'm going to wait till Christmas Eve comes cause I promised Darren I will open it on the day he wishes. I just hope I didn't broke any glass if there's any cause I already shook or crumpled the bag because of curiousness.

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So yeah guys. Honestly I don't have a idea for this chapter. So I thought of ka-etchosan of what I'm feeling and tried applying it to this chapter. Don't be fooled by the authors churvasness cause she only wants you to at least think before you act eklavosh so that you won't regret it in the future.

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I wonder what Darren bought her???

Is-pan-too<3