Rainy days|| j.s

Twenty-six,

*Quinn pov*

Why was he here?
What did he want?

We haven't even said one word to eachother for three months.

Honestly that killed me but at the same time I liked it like that.

I got used to it.
I got used to the pain, the tears, the loneliest.

Jacob stares at his hands and doesn't say anything.

I just stare at him to just feed my pain even more.

Looking at him makes me hurt more.

The person I love the most is just sitting here with me. For the past three months I've had so much to tell him. But now that I have the chance too I don't have one thing to tell him.

"Jacob?" I say.

He doesn't look up but I know he's listening.

"Why are you here?" I ask still really confused.

Still nothing.

We go back to not talking.

I just watch him.

"God I missed you staring at me." I hear Jacob say as he lifts his head with his stupid smile.

Ok Quinn whatever you do don't fall in love with him. This is your first time you guys have talked and you can't just fall in love so fast.

I do a slight smile.

"Jacob why are you here really? We haven't talked in three months I was replaced with Luna and you seemed happy." I say looking down he just stared at me.

"Ok this might sound crazy but." He stops.

I look at him.

"Well there was something about Luna that I had to just know. And now that I do I don't want it. And I noticed how stupid I was to leave something I wanted the whole time. By the second month anniversary with Luna I came home and went to my room I looked out my window and saw you. You were watching a movie. At parts you started to laugh and I felt all warm and fuzzy inside. At parts you didn't  anything and it made me want to know what you were thinking because you showed no emotion. At the end of the movie you were crying. I wanted to walk over and hug you but I couldn't because I knew you didn't want me so I thought I was the best if I told myself I didn't want you either." He says.

I start to cry.