Finally we got back to the hotel, I woke up and ran in a slept like a baby. Before i went to real sleep i had to take a shower. Ny'Ome has been mean mugging me the whole time we been on this trip. She won't let me kiss her or anything, I don't bother her tho cause maybe she have her period or something.
I get the shower and get dressed. Nina is sleep on the bed and Ny'Ome is watching DK4L videos on YouTube. I put on underwear and a pair of sweatpants.
For the past few days I haven't been able to charge my phone so I picked up a new one and charged it.
"Ny'Ome what you doing" I said knowing she couldn't hear me, I snatch out a head phone and lick her ear, she laughs then goes serious and takes it back
She puts it back in her ear, I do the same thing. This time she closes the computer and leaves the headphones out.
"What do you want Mateo" she hisses
"Damn, what I do to you" I said pretending I'm hurt
"Just leave me alone" she yells waking up Nina.
She soon picks her up, comforting her with a hug. She gives me a mean glance and walls in the bathroom and slams the door. My phone beeps after she shuts the door. I ignore it and go to the bathroom, she locks the door.
"WHAT DID I FUCKING DO TO YOU, HUH" I yell banging on the door, she ignores me but I hear her crying
I go in the front of her purse and get a hair pin, the door opens soon as I stick in the hole.
"Ny'Ome talk to me, I can't live like this whatever i did tell me please" I cried, she had her phone in her hands with tears running down her face
"What, what's on the phone" I semi-yelled
"I found that girl a few weeks ago" she trailed, I knew what she was talking about, Ayo found her too and told me to talk to Ny'Ome sooner but I thought she would understand. She was referring to that picture she toke with me
"Morris said that me pretending to be single would boost my followers and fans, so had had to pretend I dated that girl instead of you. I'm supposed to 'break up' with her today, this is gonna be big for me" I trailed off, she stood up and walked in the room
"Just what I said you letting it get to you" she said sating Nina in a carseat and strapping it up
"I didn't do any thing with her ny I promise" I begged
"Fuck you and all this fame shit, don't ever talk to me" she said throwing on her jacket and grabbing Nina's dapper Bash and her Gucci duffle bag. She also grabbed her shoes and with that she left.
2 month's
Ñ Y ' Õ M É
Ive been staying with my mom at the house since I left Mateo. It's just me, her and Nina. The girls are on tour still, Mateo has called me everyday since then. I got all of me and Nina's stuff out of that house and left the stuff he bought me.
"Say it again babygirl" Angel cooed to Ñina over FaceTime
"Are you puting her on Snapchat, say dada are you putting me on snappy" I say to Ñina, moving her little arms
"Da" she said, I clapped her hand
"I got it" Angel said looking at his other phone for a second "So what we doing for her birthday" he asked leaning back on his couch, I shrugged
"A little party with all the other babies, I guess"
"Bout we get bounce houses and a clown" he says getting excited, I shake my head and put Nina on the floor to crawl
"I just want something simple"
"It's her very first birthday" he whines
"I don't even have money for all that, I don't even a job" I say taking a bottle cap from Nina she whines and I give her a toy
"I got money thou" he says digging in his pocket
"Let's just give her a princess party or something"
"Fine, but I'm getting my baby a real princess crown"
"Okay I think it's getting a little late" I say standing up Nina and putting the camera in her face
"Bye Daddy's Pincess" she says in a baby voice
"Dada" she says, grabbing the camera, making it snugged and hanging up on him
"Okay bathtime baby girly" I said, she smiled at me
I toke off her clothes and grabbed her taking her to my mom's room. She was on her phone and watching tv, I knocked her door jump a little.
"Say hi Nana can you give me a bath" I say smiling at my mom, she flashes me a smile
"Nana" Nina smiles, my mom sticks out her arms and I put nina into them
"Thanks mom" I smile
I walk to my room and grabbed my towel off my dresser. Then i hop in the shower washing every inch of my body, including my messy curls.
When I get out I put lotion on my legs and throw on underwear and a bra, then shorts. The door swings open relieving Nina in her her yellow walker.
"Mum" she screams, with her pacifier in her hands
"Hey baby cheeks" I smile, grabbing her "ready for bed" she leans her head on my shoulder and bashes her curly eyelashes.
She reminds me so much of Mateo I couldn't help but to miss him when she looked at me.
"Mum" Nina says taking my out my daze, she grabs the remote and hands to me
"Oh yeah" I say changing it to bubble guppies, she hums to the tune.
I posted a picture og hrr when she was like six months and Mateo tried to make her to the unicorn gang sign.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
@nynykoreangurl my baby growing day by day #ninanoelle #perfectbabygurl
M Ã T É Õ
Hmm if 'do I miss Ny'Ome' is your question the answer would be NO, not after what she put me through and not holding me down. I am tried of chasing her around all the time, even when I call to apologize she doesn't answer.
"Mateo, what are you thinking about" Ayo asks while we were at this meet and greet in Houston, Texas
"Nothing" I say, snapping out of it, as this girl approaches
"Hey I'm Gabby can I have a picture please" she asks politely, we nod and she takes out a long selfie stick and puts us on Snapchat
"It's our last day I know you miss Ny'Ome and all but pull it together" Zay says, putting his hand on my shoulder
"I'm sleepy" Cashmere whines, pretending to faint
"Yeah" Cassie and Asia agree
Me and Cashmere have been getting closer and closer through this trip. She was the type to do whatever she could to do get what she wanted. And I could tell she was plotin by the way she cut her eyes at me seductively most of the time.
