"Ysa!!! Get up! Male-late ka na! Bangon na diyan." said Nanay Eva as she tries to wake me up. She's the one who takes care of me since I was a kid. Nanay Eva is the one who knows the whole story of me. My parents? Nevermind.
"Nay! It's too early for me to wake up." I said as I try to cover my face with my blanket.
"Anong maaga pa? Alas Otso na. Sige na bangon na diyan." Nanay Eva said trying to remove my blanket.
8 am. 8 am. 8 am. I don't want to go to school today. I hate it when they stare at me like I'm just a new student, it's kinda ERRR!
By the way, I'm Ysabella Theone Harrison Smith. 16 yrs. old, only child my parents aren't here nasa ibang bansa sila actually, palipat-lipat dahil sa business ng family namin. Because of that business they don't have time for me that's why I hate them. I love them but not like how much I love Nanay Eva.
Enough for that drama, I don't want to talk about it.
"Nay, I really don't want to go to school." I said while my eyes are still close.
"Aba! Aba! Ang alaga ko ngayon lang tinamad pumasok" She said amaze, as if it's my first time not to go to school.
"Nay, I just wanted to sleep all day."
I said as I finally open my eyes.
"O siya sige, bumaba ka nalang kung nagugutom ka." She said as she get out of my room.
Finally! I just want to sleep whole day. Ipipikit ko na sana ulit ang mata ko ng biglang nag-vibrate ang cellphone ko.
Naman o! Gusto kong matulog. Ayoko ng may istorbo. I tried to reach my phone on my bedside table and rejected the call.
I close my eyes again, but my phone rings AGAIN! I rejected the call AGAIN for the second time.
Paulit-ulit lang 'yon. May tatawag, reject. May tatawag, reject.
Hanggang sa nainis na talaga ako.
"What?!!" As I yelled to whom I'm talking to right now.
"Aren't you going to school today?" She said.
"No. Bye." as I ended the call and power off my phone. And try to go back to sleep, but I can't sleep.
I hate it! Really really hate! ARRRGH!
Hours past but I really can't sleep. Wala naman akong gagawin dito sa bahay na 'to mga katulong lang naman namin ang kasama ko sa bahay na 'to. Nakakasawa na din, saan na naman ba ko pupunta nito? I really don't know where to go.
Park? Lagi nalang ako dun.
Mall? What am I going to do there?
Where to go?
Before I finally remember one place. Nakaramdam ako ng gutom, I remember I didn't eat last night. That's why I decided to go downstairs.
As I enter the kitchen I found Nanay Eva preparing some things. And asked her..
"Nay, what was that for?" I said as I start eating my breakfast.
"Inaayos ko lang 'tong mga ibang gamit na 'di na natin masyadong nagagamit." She said not looking to me busy on what she is doing.
"Ok." I finally said and continue eating my breakfast.
After eating my breakfast I go upstairs and prepare my things.
I prefer pants and shirt and converse shoes. Yeah right! That's what I'm going to wear.
And enters the comfort room.
After a couple of hours....
I'm finally finished!
Bag ✔
Money ✔
Cellphone ✔
Keys ✔
Students License ✔
Earphones ✔
And all things are set.
Bumaba ako para magpaalam kay Nanay Eva.
"Nay, I'm just going somewhere." I said putting powder on my face.
"Students license?" She said looking at me.
"Check." I said as I double check my things again.
"Good. 'Wag magpapagabi ok?"
"Yes Nay. Bye, I love you." I said as I ran towards her and kissed her cheeks.
"Love you too." She said smiling at me.
And finally went outside our house and about to get my car at the garage when I saw Kuya Neil my personal driver when I don't have yet my students license but now he's still work for us as our family driver. Haha! 'Imma cold princess but I also have a playful mind.
"Hi Kuya Neil." I greeted him
"Hello Ysa, saan ang lakad ng alaga namin ngayon?" He said smiling
"Actually Kuya I really don't know where to go. Just wanted some fresh air." I said as I walk towards my car.
"O siya, mag-ingat sa pagda-drive. 'Wag magpapagabi." He said
"Yes. Bye, Kuya." I said and waved my goodbye.
Mga ilang minuto din akong nagmaneho papunta sa pupuntahan ko. Naisip kong kailangan ko ngayon ng fresh air at dun ko lang matatagpuan 'yun sa isang lugar na minsan ko palang napupuntahan ㅡ sa Japanese Garden malapit sa beach. Nang makaupo ako sa isa sa mga bench dito napabuntong hininga nalang ako at nasabing...
"Years had past and you still reminds me of you. I thought we're together you said it right? But why is that you have to leave me? Why is that you left me so early? You're Unfair." I said. I didn't notice that my tears are starting to fall.
"I've changed because of you. You've changed the old me and now you're the one who brings it back again. We're happy right? Very happy but why did you have to leave me? I'm not that strong you know that. But, anyways thank you. Thank you for leaving me at least now I've been stronger. Thank you." I said between my sobs. Nagawa niyang mabago ang pagkatao ko pero siya rin naman pala ang magiging dahilan kung bakit bumalik ako sa dating ako.
Masyado ng naging magulo ang buhay ko, si Nanay Eva lang ang may alam ng lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. Ni isa man lang sa sakit na pinagdaanan ko walang alam ang magulang ko. Mas mahal nila yang negosyo nila kaysa sakin na anak nila. Nangungulila ako sa pagmamahal nila, sa tanang buhay ko si Nanay Eva ang nagpuno ng pangangailangan ko na dapat magulang ko ang pumupuno.
Sometimes I'm asking myself "Did they even notice me?" Ni minsan ata di nila ako napansin, kaya naging ganito ako dahil sa pagkakaalam ko si Nanay Eva lang ang nagmamahal sakin. Puro nalang sakit ang nararamdaman ko, puno ng galit, at hinanakit ang puso ko kaya siguro naging manhid na ko at kaya rin siguro ako tinawag na COLD PRINCESS.
"HEART beats fast,
Colors and promises
How to be brave,
How can I love when
I'm afraid to fall..."
Hours had past but I'm still here looking at the deep blue sea infront of me, nakikinig lang sa kantang kanina ko pa pinapakinggan. Di ko aakalain na darating ako sa ganitong punto ng buhay ko. I mean, akala ko nagbago na talaga ako ng tuluyan, akala ko hindi na ako babalik sa dating ako. Kaso, mali pala ako heto ako ngayon isang babaeng kilala ng marami bilang si COLD PRINCESS.
Ayoko namang nagiging ganito ako e. Punong-puno lang talaga ng galit at hinanakit ang puso ko kaya ako nagkakaganito.
Who would have thought that I'm going back with my old self?
My mind is full of questions, I really need an answer. I have a lot of problems but I should have to pretend, I'm a tough girl everybody knows. I don't cry. I don't feel anything. I don't have care with other people except for the people who's been with me as I grew up.
I never imagined that I'm going to be a Cold Princess.
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